I had the weirdest, most saddest birthday dream last nite. Freaked me out a bit. The last time i had a dream about my birthday, i cried in and after that dream. My aunt had just passed away. And after that dream, i finally learnt to accept that she was no longer with us :( miss her terribly :(

Anyways... that dream last nite. It was my birthday, and some friends and cousins had arranged a surprise for me. For some reason .. i said "I've been trying to avoid this the whole day".. something like that. Then when i went to cut the cake.. i felt awfully sad. And i cried! APPARENTLY cos my dad wasnt there... cos he has "moved on".. and that it has been 2 birthdays without him already.. and that i missed him to bits! *gosh* when i woke up... i was sOo relieved that it was just a friggin dream! You could feel that my heart was beating really fast. Oh gosh... i've never felt so relieved.. EVER! I seriously cant wait to go home now.. more than ever.. i just feel like hugging my dad right now. **sigh**

I've owez hated these kind of dreams ... it really makes me worry. What if its a sign? What if something happened? But i try not to think much. Plus, they say... if u dream about anyone passing away... they're actually gonna live long... Insya Allah!! AMin!!

Anyways .. i better be going. Im actually waiting for sayang to arrive. But his train got delayed, so im pretty much stuck here. Atleast my sis is here chatting .. .entertaining me. haha! Alritey.. teraaa~

Oh.. im off to notts tomorrow. Hope to meet hadi.. POOJA! Weeee! =D

Tear drop Friday, March 24, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli