I know for a fact that .. 
Everything Happens For a Reason 

What would you say if i asked u not to go?
 To forget everyone, forget everything, 
.. and start over with me

Sunday, April 30, 2006
How do u measure a year in YOUR life?

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure? measure a year
in daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights,
in cups of coffee,
in inches,
in miles,
in laughter,
in strife

in five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure a year in a life?

how about love?
how about love?
how about love?
measure in love...
seasons of love...
seasons of love...

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure a life of a woman or a man

in truths that she learned
or in times that she cried
in bridges he burned
or the way that she died

its time now to sing out though
the story never ends
let's celebrate remember a year in a life
of friends remember the love...
(oh you gotta remember the love)
remember the love...
(oh yeah, its a gift from up above)
remember the love...
(sing out, give out, measure your life in looooooove...!!!)
seasons of love...
seasons of love...


Tear drop Sunday, April 30, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wipe away those tears

Monopoly sucks! haha... i suck at it. Won once... never won again since =P Just finished playing it. Pfffttt! =P

Not much work done today, when i should be finishing of my presentation and PDP file for next week's hand in. Haiyaaa.. i feel so lazyyy!! Work load's horrible. Urgh! And exam's in *counting* 2 weeks? buneugaiuguiehgiuebrghbjbntrkgtjithg (?)

Made bread and butter pudding earlier today. For me, it lacked a lil sweetness. But the others said it was alrite. So i guess it was. Was sooo taisliur berabis! One of the best B&B pudding i've tasted was from airport's restaurant (besides my mom's .. that is.. hee!) Now i'm in the mood to bake some cookies. Oh gosh... i keep stuffing myself. I REALLY gota do some jogging tomorrow.. i MUST jog tomorrow... M-U-S-T!! Not cause i wana be skinny... cos i havent been eating healthily and havent been doing much sport. So might as well jog.

Anyhoo.. its getting late. Imma go wash up and get some shut eye. Niteyyy nite! [Been having some horrible dreams lately. Take it all awayyy~~]


Tear drop Sunday, April 30, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Friday, April 28, 2006
Stolen times that only last a while

Found a new interest: Playing the guitar! heee! This may sound so late.. but heck! Im starting to get the hand of it. And im enjoying it. So far.. i know some chords here n there. A few songs. Something to keep me busy.. and stress free =P

I dont know why.. but i keep pee-ing for the past couple of days. Keep going to the loo. Im like one of the laziest people to pee.. i'd rather tahan.. but not now.. hehe. i HAVE to go.. u know.. lol! Im not making any sense.

Coursework due today.. handed it in. Presentation next week. Errkk!! Sooooo not in the mood for any presentations at the moment. My work load has increased soo much just after the hols... just like that. And i've got to do revisions for my exams...arghh!! stressss!! aiyaaa.. i just cant wait to go back home. Filled in the forms already. Just havent got to see my course tutor to get it signed and all.

Anyhoo... imma go now. Laterss <3


Tear drop Friday, April 28, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
He sang her a lullaby

Class cancelled.. just when i started to get my rajin-ness back.. haha! Here i am waiting for another 15 mins for the next class. Im sooo happy!! I got a freaking 80% for my long lab report *phew* Some silly mistakes .. could have gotten higher dont u think? Sekadar i forgot some units in my tables .. pfftt! =P But im grateful .. heeee! =)

The family's still deciding between Bangkok or Aussie for our annual family hols in June. I really dont know. Been to both.. but its been a while really. So i really dont mind. But i wana goo shopping for clothes so badly! O=)

Ooppss.. im running late. Laters... mwahs! <3


Tear drop Wednesday, April 26, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, April 23, 2006
She buries her tears in her heart

Easter hols are overrr... uwaaa!! Im so NOT ready for school. Cos it only means one thing ... exams are around the corner... errkk!! sOooOoo not ready!!

Im still deciding when to go home.. Hadi's going on the 15th June and told me to come with. Im trying my luck to get a hold of a ticket for that date. I think i have to fill in a form to claim my biennial leave from the govrnment. That may take a while. Hmm.. I wana be back as early as possible cos the family is planning to go to Bangkok.. wee!! =)

Watched 'Silent Hill' yesterday.. it was cool but icky! hehe.. the monsters are ugly i tell you. I wana watch 'Tristan & Isolde'.. they say its 'romeo and juliet'-ish..

My tummy's making weird noises. I better go down and get me something to eat. Mwahs! <3


Tear drop Sunday, April 23, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Wanting and easy way out

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY HAKEEM!! [18-04]
Surprised him that midnyt with his cake ... but i THINK he was waiting for something like that already =P Hope you enjoyed ur birthday this year sweets ;)
Plus.. we had that mini 'easter games' that day. Despite the fact that it rained for a bit, we stayed and continued with the fun (just wat we need before school reopens) We were divided into 3 groups... sayang was in the other group. My group included - me, reena, jip, bawee, belle, munir, ari, rina R and Ka Mona. We were the "bawang merah, bawang putih" LOL! In the end, each team won 2 games each. Much Fun! =) We played 'search the ribbons', '3 legged race relay', 'Balloon pop', 'Chinese whisper', Footy tourney and my favourite was when we had to makeover one of the guys in the team.. hee! =D but ohhh mann... the horror~~ LOL! =P
Ohh ohhh... we ate ambuyat last nite .. heee! Mummy kirim sambal thru peman who just came back few days back. *nyummmmm* Mr Nabawee (thank God) knew how to menumpah the ambuyat. After so long.. it felt so nice. Ohh.. and mummy also kirim belutak... also *nyummmmm*
Alritey.. i'll be off. Sayang's going home tomorrow *sniff* Was suppose to go back today.. but changed his mind =) Sad to see him go.. but gona meet up in 2 months anyways. Ok then... teraaa~ <3


Tear drop Wednesday, April 19, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Monday, April 17, 2006
Watching him lay beside her

Its the last week of hols... and what useful things have i done with my spare time? errr.. O=)

Roath Park again today. Played footy. Dogfield peeps suggested it last nite. I think it was a10 a-side. But the area wasnt big enuff ... and loose dogs were everywhere. My team lost though.. thanks to SAL from the other team. She kept pulling the defenders away from the goal post so that her teammates can score.. hehe. Now that's what i call support ;P Much fun! But now.. my legs feel like they're gona break =P

There's this easter games that our BDSSW commitee's organising this Tuesday. Still not sure of the events taking place. But heard there's gona be a mini footy tourney and treasure hunting or something like that. Too bad some are still away and WILL be away. It'd be merrier to have everyone gathered.

Peman's coming back tomorrow.. with my stuff from my mom .. hee! =)

Alritey.. im off to get some shut eye. Sooooooo tired.

Oh btw... im backing off from horror movies for a while. Watched 'american haunting' the other day.. and that nite, i dreamt about it! stooopid. someone was being exorcised in my dream and i couldnt do anything but froze. eekkk! no more scary movies.. i'm sticking to comedies. Better yet .. cartoons.. LOL! =P


Tear drop Monday, April 17, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Friday, April 14, 2006
Its the small things that matters too

ALTON TOWERS - Heeeeee!! That was so much fun! Lets see... we pitstopped somewhere and had the chance to surprise fifi with her cake. HAPPY BELATED FIFI!! :) Arrived at alton around 10.30ish. The first ride we got on was the "Pinball Whizzer" .. crazy! But fun! =) Was a 'mini' rollercoaster but it spins.. keke. That pretty much got everyone all hyped out for the next ride.

Then we got on "Oblivion".... ohhh myyy goshhh!! It was awfully awesome!! It went down 90degrees then spinned. Imagine Giant Drop.. but it went further down.. as in underground. When it went down.. it felt like my heart was still up there.. haha! If it went any further, we felt we would have passed out or something .. hehe. *phew*

'Nemesis' wasnt as scary as we had expected. Got me all tingly in the tummy at first.. but it went surprisingly alrite. Out legs were hanging, i was worried tat my shoes would fall off =P Unfortunately, it circled around too much (as in 360dgrs) .. it got me spinny for a bit.. hehe. We went on some other rides as well, but couldnt go on ALL the rides we wanted.. limited time. Even the 2 rides that i seriously wanted to get on... didnt get the chance, Rita and Air *sigh* There's owez next time? hehe =P

Eventhough i went on rollercoasters mostly, which should have made me sick by then... but the bus ride to and from Alton Towers was wayyy worst. Made people sick.. mauk! pffttt! Somehow the driver made it a bumpy ride..

Reached home feeling all sick-wana-puke... totally exhausted ... and my leg hurt from all that walking ... so went straight to bed without dinner. Despite all that.. it was worth it. Love the feeling of relieved after all the crazy rides. Plus.. u get to scream.. and just let out everything! Just what i kinda needed :)

Glad the day went well. 'Cept the bus ride.. pfffttt! And too bad we couldnt get on ALL the rides. The Queue took ages! haiyyaaa~~

Pics are up in my frenster account.. or i might post some here.. just incase u were wondering what i was up to =P

p/s: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KA TUTY!!!!!!! 11/4... i did NOT forget!! =)


Tear drop Friday, April 14, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Early morning nonsense

Woke up today with a bad tummy cramp.. cos i tahan kan wee2 for too long... hehe. Now, i cant go back to sleep. So here i am :P

Got a new testimonial from a fren today. Reminded me of the oh-so-sensitive me back in the days when i was weak. But made me realise that i'm no longer that person. I've gained the strength and kinda dont care about what people think of me anymore. I am who i am.. and will alwez be. What happens to me.. happens. I dont need other people to make it a huge deal and talk behind my back. Screw them! =D

Its confirmed that we're going to Alton Towers in Stoke-on-Trent (which i tot was in London) this Thursday.. weeee!! I cant wait! All the rollercoasters =) One fear i overcame =) I dont know if u've heard about it.. but there's this one ride, Queen of Rita... it goes from zero kph to 100kph in just 2.5secs and it doesnt stop til the ride ends.. heee! Note to self: do NOT eat before getting on one of any rollercoasters!

Was suppose to go jogging this morning... infact i was suppose to jog every morning but there's owez sumtin.. hehe O=)

Anyhoo.. imma go now. Get a shower. Eat breakfast. And watch tv the whole day =P

oh btw.. started watching "Prison Break" .. hot guy! and hot series! Go watch =) Its the dude from Mariah's video..


Tear drop Tuesday, April 11, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Free from all guilt

Sambutan Maulud Nabi - Had it at Khai's earlier this afternoon. You can actually count how many people turned up. Most people are away at different parts of UK and some went back home. Despite that .. it all went well. I had to write down the names of my late granpas, uncle and aunties for the tahlil arwah. Barat hati rasanya. It makes you realize more that they're gone.. and they'll never come back :( I miss all of them :(

After that ... pretty much nothing. We're back home .. and as usual... its quiet. Everyone's in their own room.. doing they're own thing. Which left me bored.. hence.. i drew chubbs' face.. keke. Mind you .. im horrible at drawing..


hehe.. But it looks good rite? =P

Been watching 'one tree hill' and 'smallville' lately. Awesome! Hot guys ;) Anyhoo.. imma find myself something to do.. Teraaaaaaaaa~~ Mwahs! <3

Whatever happens in life, u gota learn to accept it and move on.. no matter how difficult or how long it may take .. but u just have to. Because if you never look pass it ... u'll never know what lies ahead..



Tear drop Sunday, April 09, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Saturday, April 08, 2006
The yester-years

Spent the whole day yesterday at home.. what a way to spend the hols ey? hehe. Wasnt bothered to go anywhere. Eventually.. i totally regretted that cos i kept whining that i was bored.. haha. Ended up with my pen and sketch book.. that kept me busy.. hehe. It owez does anyways. Im awful at drawing btw.. hence the 'sketch'.. hehe.

Watching 'She's the man' later afternoon.. then straight to Khai's to help arrange the stuffs for tomorrow's Maulud Nabi celebration.

*wana pee so bad* But someone's in the toilet.. uwaaaaaa~~

Oh btw.. Exam Timetables are out ... and what do u know.. my exam ends 24th of May. BUT i got workshop after that.. meaning i gota wait til that finish for me to go back. I cant wait!! heee! But first .. the exam.. 4 papers in 9 days ... arghhhhhhh!! *breathe in*breathe out* I just hope i do REALLY well this time... *sigh*


Tear drop Saturday, April 08, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Thursday, April 06, 2006
The person i am today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPAH!! Yeap, its my dad's birthday. Sucks for not being back home that's for sure. The birthdays i missed. My past two birthdays without my family. Sucks badly! *sniff*

So i called home... the network is horrible. Lagging berabis! So it was hard to have a decent convo with everyone. But we managed. Talked for quite a while with my dad. Its been a while.. that's for sure! Im glad i called ... he sounded so happy. And when i called .. the others brought out the cake .. and i sang h.Bday together with the rest. Felt like i was there *sigh*

Im making chicken casserole with mashed potatoes tonite. Im actually in the kitchen.. waiting on the potatoes. *hungreehhhhhh*

Birthdays coming up: Ka Tuty 11th, Chubbster 18th, Aimi Bulat 27th. Incase i forget, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY!! :)

Alton Towers on the 13th. It's confirmed. One problem tho... the tranportation cost might be close to 20pounds. Meaning... i'll be spending like 40pounds just for the trip n entrance. Excluding food. Money money money.... kinda lacking on that.. boo! Not to worry... think positive.. and that money will fall from the sky.. keke.

One is never alone. There's alwez people around you who care. They might be closer than you think. Open your eyes. And appreciate it. Appreciate the time you have.


Tear drop Thursday, April 06, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Shooting tears

Sun shining down on me~~ Hee! It feels so good to have the sun shine on you again. BUT the wind is still cold. Brrrr~~

Went to Roath Park yesterday afternoon. Did some jogging... finally!! But i didnt have the right shoes.. pfft! I dont have proper running shoes... probably gona get one sometime soon, cos im planning to do some more jogs :D

Spent the day today with the housemates and the partners. Ate lunch at Tenkaichi and ended the day with two movies :D Enjoyed my day out. Need more of that! definitely! hehe =P

Aight then.. im off. Gona get some dinner .. mwahs! <3


Tear drop Wednesday, April 05, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Monday, April 03, 2006
This couldnt be more unexpected

Its already the 3rd day of hols... pretty much just wasted my time... Just what i need at a time like this. Clear off my mind. Refreshing my brain before school starts again .. and we got coursework and exams to think about. Speaking of which ... the exam timetable is out this Friday. Cant wait! I seriously hope i finish early .. so i can just go home as soon as possible. I miss home *sniff*

1st day of hols - Dayat's bday. Did a mini surprise for her after midnyt. I THINK she was surprised by the 'electricity-went-out-to-get-u-downstairs' old skool trick.. keke. Then at Dogfield's doa selamat... did another surprise with everyone. Just before we went home... Jimin suggested we all go to cardiff bay to play bowling. So we did... UNFORTUNATELY .. our game ended almost midnyt... meaning .. NO BUSES/TAXIS.. impossible to get any taxis on saturday nites.. pfft!! So we all walked home .. and actually reached home an hour later... fuhhhh~~ Some exercise ;P But we had a great time... didnt we? ;)

Last nite ... we stayed home to watch videos from our christmas break, which included Our trip to Paris, surprise birthday parties for me n bawee. It was great to watch it back. Funny!! Then played Big Two til really late!

Despite all that .. i feel quite low today. Went to town tho. But i feel down, financial problems i might say. PLUS i miss home so bad! that part of me was actually thinking of going back. *sigh* Im gona go down to stuff myself up then. Depression = eating disorder.. haha! =P

Teraaa now.... mwahs! <3


Tear drop Monday, April 03, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli