I know for a fact that .. 
Everything Happens For a Reason 

What would you say if i asked u not to go?
 To forget everyone, forget everything, 
.. and start over with me

Friday, June 30, 2006
She's the one with the broken smile

I'm disappointed ... a BIT! Watched "Superman Returns" earlier, i think i had too much of an expectation for it that i was easily disappointed. The action scenes were awesome though. [SPOILER ALERT!] Fav BEST scene - the one where he was shot at the eye. Worst scene - superhero being treated in the hospital. Whatttttt? Superman has quick healing powers! ... Kryptonite aside. AND Lois Lane suffered a lot BUT no bruises/cuts.. not even signs of feeling in pain or anything. Bahhh bahhh.... i'll stop. Lets just say it was awesome... but kinda disappointing. Sorry to say. Nevertheless... Superman's HOT and he's mine! keke! =P

Germany's playing Argentina as im typing rite now. Second half of extra time, getting intense. Eeeekk! Im just hoping it doesnt go into penalty.

Gona sort out my bank early tomorrow morning with my mom. Later infact! Then we're gona go for facial.. weee! Havent had one for a while now.

[[Penalty shootout! Erkk... nervous!!]]

We're having another feast tomorrow at Lambak. The menu's indian food. Ohh man.. ever since i got back... its all about food. Yet, i still have a craving for Dim Sum! Waiting for my papah to balik tomorrow. Probably get some this Sunday. Sia sia punnn!!!

Im out ... the game's making me too nervous. Teraaaa <3


Tear drop Friday, June 30, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Mind's everywhere, heart's into pieces

Im happy =D Bought loads of dvds today. I miss watching movies.. seriously! Ohhh.. and i've watched 'Prime' already!! Rin!! I watched prime!! *sigh* jake *sigh* soooo adorable. Just knew his real name is Bryan Greenberg. He's so not a bryan.. more of a jake *sighhhh* LOL!

Went out for lunch to catch up with my peeps earlier today. Been so long. Ate at Capers.. seriously pigged out! They have this lunch promotion thing where u pay a fixed price no matter how much u order from this certain menu. Too bad my tummy couldnt take in much! Yes.. its a bad thing. Cos my mind's telling me to eat.. but my tummy says otherwise.

Then... hee! Finally had my martabak (was craving for it) late afternoon with my mom n sis. Hee! Omg... food saja. But loves it! =D Rezeki bahhh.

Papah's in KL at the moment. Could have gone and meet him there... why didnt i ahh? Was thinking of going there next month or something.. my aunt's there. Free accomodation keke =P

Bahh ehh... outtie! Mwahs <3 oh n i miss footy already. No footy tonite..


Tear drop Wednesday, June 28, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
That's such a lovely colour

*sigh* still havent got my number activated tonite. I forgot about the whole 24hour thing. Not having my own number here made me realize more of how i cant live without a phone. Hehe. Hard for ppl to contact you, even harder for me to contact anyone. I can only rely on the house phone and the family's. Nyeh! Annoyed! ((one more day santy.. one more day*breathe in* out* ahhhh =P ))

I think the psycho dude is still trying to reach me. More missed calls and msgs. Such a drunk psycho i tell you! Switched off my phone. Get lost loser!!

My aunt arranged a dance class this weekend. Cant wait!! I lurvee dancing.. no matter how foolish i look.. really.. just ask my sisters.. keke.

Tried playing 'Konstantine' on the piano tadi. Man.. i missed it badly. Was a bit rusty, pretty much spent the whole afternoon on it keke. Loves it! ;D Thinking of continuing lessons... still thinking about it. Should i?

Chatted with peman earlier. Results still not out *phew* Im sOo nervous about it. Just the thought of it gives me the chills... erkkk. Is that a good or bad sign? *sighhhhh*

Alrite... im gona get some shut eye and catch up on my beauty sleep. Past few days, been waking up rather early. And ohh... Brazil won. And i still think Kaka's hot! Dududududuuu~ XD


Tear drop Tuesday, June 27, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Monday, June 26, 2006
This town we called our own

Today would have been my late grandfather's 80-ish birthday *sniff* Its my uncle's as well, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

I take back what i said about them recycling numbers. Cos i still got minE! wee~ It was registerd under my mom's name, no wonder they couldnt find my name =P So ppl... tomorrow onwards.. you can reach me thru my old number... insyAllah =D Loves it!

Went to the gym earlier in the afternoon with sayang and sis zara. Tiredddd... but proud ;) Esuk lagi.. insyAllah. Aimi wants to follow.

Sorted out my ic and license. I am driving legally =D And im hoping my ic photo will turn out great. Im not expecting it to be though... they almost owez make u look bulat.. nyeh.

So Germany-Argentina and England-Portugal next round. This should be interesting. So was portugal-holland... 16 yellow cards and 4 reds! Oh gosh... it was entertaining! keke. Never thought it would happen this year actually.

Ok then.. imma get sumting to eat before italy's match tonite.


Tear drop Monday, June 26, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, June 25, 2006
His visits in her sleep keeps her missing him

Im mentally and physically refreshed! One word --> Sleepover! =D Everyone was there, loved and missed it .. seriously! All laughter and fun.. by just being us... just what i need after so long. Had a really awesome dinner last nite.. the aunties masak individually. Loads of food! And dessert .. nyum! Was stuffed but we still needed a midnyt snack. So finally had nasi katok just before argentina's match, which was awesome btW!! Too bad for Mexico tho, they really played well.

Love my poojas!! Oh and one pooja might just get her dream wedding this december ;) So hadi and i were planning to come back for christmas. We're hoping ;D

I cant believe its almost July. Im still sorting out my things. Im driving legally without a license.. go figure! =P

So england's playing tonite.. nyeh! I somehow feel its gona be a crappy one. Sorry england fans 0=)

I have a long day tomorrow. Might go down to the gym to do some jogging on the trademill with sayang... that is AFTER i sort out my stuffs.. blahhh! Jadi kraja wahh... im annoyed!


Tear drop Sunday, June 25, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Im down for whatever

Been busy sorting out my lost ic and others. Did the police report, went to the mahkamah place. Well, that's how far i've done.. haha. There's just too many procedures, taking up too much time. Nyeh!

And guess what! My number's been recycled. Blarghh! I see no point for them to recycle numbers.. seriously! People are just going to be annoyed with people calling them, wrong number and all. Pffttt! Plus .. i loveddd that number... pffftttt! It was registered infact! pffftttt! Now i aint got no number, and they still havent released any new ones. I dont understand ehh.. blahhhhhhh!! Sasaknessss~~~

Btw, thanks sayang for helping me out with all these things =)

Anyhoo.... sleepoverrr toniteee ... weee~~ Everyone's back! Loves it! =D Karaoke~ And Nasi Katok please... keke. I havent had one since i got back!!

Nervous ehhh about my results actually. Dont really know when it's coming out. Soon probably. EEeeeekkk!! I just hope its not lower than what im expecting. I'll seriously go psycho if it does. LOL!

Ohhhh.. and i just realized in each world cup match, the ball they used (whoever's playing who) ada the country's name typed on the ball. So.... ada one ball for each match. Meaning there's already about 48 balls used.. Hmm...


Tear drop Saturday, June 24, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Havent you heard, that im gona be ok!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZ SURIA!!! 22/6

Finally met up with them suria today. Spent the afternoon with them. Its been so long.. i missed them! Went to the arcade to do some karaoke.. keke. Wanted to go to Lambak for it but time constrained... my sis had tuition.. nyeh! =P

More footy today.. wee~ Watched argentina-holland.. tho it was a draw.. it was cool to watch argentina play. Their awesome footwork.. siuk liat. Holland werent bad themselves. Japan-Brazil later ... eeeekk! Brazil is yet to show me THE game!

I miss watching movies. Waiting for "Fast n Furious: Tokyo drift" to play here.. d UK sudah playy~~ "Pirates of the Carribean" and of course.. "Superman returns". Lambat ehhhh... I want the cinema poster so badly. I think im gona ask for it.. keke.

I think i should get some sleep before footy later. Im still sleep deprived. Blahhh~

Outtie! Mwahs! <3


Tear drop Thursday, June 22, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I miss who we were

Im officially back home *phew* Came back from UK on the 15th, then flew off to Bangkok with the family the next day. Tiring? Yes! Berabis!

Bangkok was fun, it was pretty much a shopping spree really. My sisters wanted one. And me? I cant say no.. haha. Girls and their shopping ey! Got tonnes of stuffs.. and im loving it .. hee! We even got ourselves some massage and manicure/pedicure to pamper ourselves. Wanted to get my hair cut there, but i dont trust that they'll get what i want. Cos they dont speak much english, just sikit2. So pretty hard to communicate.

So im back, but the thing is .. i dont know what im gona do just yet. First thing first.. meet up everyone! Lambak's so sunyi at the moment.. my grandmother's in OZ visiting my aunt. Some cuzzies out of the country as well. Others.. im yet to meet up! Not today tho.. im beat!

Oh.. and i got some reporting to do.. to MOE and about my lost i/c - driver's license bla bla bla. And i aint got no brunei number.. nyeh! All in good time i guess. Besides.. i'll be back here for a really long time.. but then again, its only 3 months.

Worried that my results are out. It should be out around this time. Will have to check with Peman, but i think he's in Germany. Nyeh! So jealous that he went to watch France play Korea. And me? I watched footy in thai commentary! Blahhh~ =P

Anyways.. im gona catch up on my beauty sleep. The flight was damn early tadi. Slept for like 3 hours kali saja. *ZZZzzzz* Im outtie.

P/s: My may street dalengs... i miss hanging out with u lot! Heard kamu hang out ahh ramai2.. booo!! =P


Tear drop Wednesday, June 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Let it go.. let her go

Wooohooo!! (no, its not about england winning) Woohooo~ cos my group came first in the testing. Weee~ Well, what actually happened was that all the groups failed the test. Every groups' wingbox design failed the load. I guess ours was the strongest and most stiff. Cos we could stand the most load applied. Weee~ Im happy!

Stayed at home the whole day today to watch footy. So, england won.. woopee~ It was pure fluke dude. Nyeh! I could say that today's match of the day was Argentina vs Ivory Coast. Both were attacking equally. But yeah, argentina won. Not that i mind. Just that Ivory Coast gave their all and played really well infact.

Tomorrow lagi... i think i'll be staying home again. F1 around noon, the footy matches all day.. hee! Im really loving it =)

Alritey then.. im outtie. mwahs! <3


Tear drop Sunday, June 11, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Saturday, June 10, 2006
World Cup Fever 2006

Uwaa~ Im sick!! This is sOo not cool. I was spose to have my last workshop today, go shopping after that and watch world cup. Instead.. i was stuck in bed! couldnt move a muscle. Practically forced myself to get something to eat just so i could eat my ubat. Was feeling better.. just in time to watch world cup.. hee! Germany 4-2 to Costa Rica. Then went back to sleep, missed the second match.

Siah, bawee and peman left for london to go travelling tadi evening. Was sad to see them go. Cos baru jua they finish exam, didnt get to hang out with them much before balik. The next we'll cross paths will be back in brunei. Oh well.. Now the rumah so sunyi~

Oh man... everyone's been complaining about the weather. Its really damn hot here. I seriously sleep with the window open lately. Now i really miss brunei. There aint any aircondition here. Was thinking about buying myself a fan.. but i'll be going back soon. So alang2..

Wana go shoppinggggggg~~~ lalallala~~ Cant wait for Bangkok~~~ lalalala~~

England vs Paraguay tomorrow at 2pm. Im hoping that i'll be well enough to go jalan early in the morn to be back in time to watch the match. But i doubt it. Its late already anyways .. nyeh =P


Tear drop Saturday, June 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Freak Accident

Guess what happened during workshop today. Look down if u dare.. =S

Incase you were wondering... that's Marc's foot. And that thing pointing out from his foot... is a driller! erkk!! i know!! When i got home, he msged me online saying he has a hole in his foot now.. haha. Get well soon dude!

I got some cuts on my hand myself. Was alwez warning them about the sharp edges.. nah! sendiri yang kana.. cehh! But oh well... memories of the wingbox project then. We havent finished it ... we only needed like half an hour .. but they techinicians shoo-ed us away. Blahh~

Wyverne peeps inviting us over later. Well actually in about an hour. Gona take a shower first, cos i smell of metal and blood and sweat! And men! haha =P

Some people who's going home the same date with me that i found out .. are tuty, ari and niedza. Im happy =) i wont be alone .. keke. I'd probably sleep the whole way anyways, cos of my air sick pills. Yes! I get air sick real bad. But i love travelling. What a combo ey~

Alrite then.. im off to take a shower. Oh, i think im gona get sick anytime soon, i can feel a sorethroat coming. There are sick people surrounding me everywhere.. what do u expect =P Bah.. teraaa~



Tear drop Thursday, June 08, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Always losing this fight

So, workshop started today. And i reckon my group might finish by tomorrow. Im hoping! =) We just need to join everything together and rivet it all up. Im enjoying workshop more this year than last, more involved. The group's saying that im like a mummy, owez reminding them to wear gloves/safety goggles and be careful.. hehe. I cant help it.

Ohh man.. i feel so tired and sleepy. Had to wake up early... soo payah! Cos past several days, tidur akhir saja.. and bangun anytime.. hehe. Esok lagi nie.. nyeh! I just hope we'll finish it tomorrow.

Aimi's so psyched about finishing her exam, last paper tomorrow. Good Luck dude!! Do well, then we'll enjoy our days in Bangkok.. wee!!

Im off to sleep ehh.. can hardly keep my eyes opened. Nyeh! Nitey nite. Oh btw, time difference sucks! Pfftt!


Tear drop Tuesday, June 06, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Monday, June 05, 2006
When you know that you know who u love..

I'm happy =D Went shopping today .. and bought some neat stuffs! I am seriously happy! But... tomorrow i have workshop. Nyeh! Spoil tarus~ Dont feel like going back to school. Exam's over n done with.. i should be on my way home right about now.. pfft! But oh well... im gona make full use of my time in the workshop, and hopfully enjoy myself. My group's cool anyways.

Mummy went to spore today, dgnkan my babu check up. Didnt tell me lagi tu .. until she reached there barutah she texted me. Hehe. My sisters sama jua didnt inform me earlier, only until they returned home from sending her off. Nyeh!

Bah im gona sleep dulu. Tired from a whole day's shopping spree. And gota wake up early tomorrow.. how im gona manage.. we'll see. All this time.. i've been staying up late.. like REALLY late .. and woke up after noon! Tomorrow? *sigh* 4 straight days of workshop.. blahhh!!!


Tear drop Monday, June 05, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, June 04, 2006
She'll alwez be there, rite next to you

Oh my gosh! Talk about stressful situation! Watch 'United 93' and u'll get what i mean. It was like i couldnt breathe for the whole 2 hourss (?). From the beginning up til the end... my heart was beating so fast. Incase you didnt know, its about the sept 11 event. They recreated the situation in the fourth hijacked plane that didnt reach its target.

As a muslim, watching it was so emotional for me. I cried towards the end. For one muslim to watch another muslim involved in such stuff, i felt so inda nyaman rasa hati. Part of me actually felt guilty. The movie even started with the hijackers reciting the Quran, and dalam the plane when they were about to attack, they said "AllahuAkbar!" .. banyak they baca2, and the doa2 were all so familiar to me, that i felt so.. i dont know... i cant really explain it. It just made me cry. Such controversy. *sigh*

Anyways... i've lost my will to shop! Seriously! Going to town .. and buying nothing... i mean.. ME? Come on.. Something must be wrong rite? nyeh! Antah ah.. just dont have to mood to shop. Maybe partly cos i'm going on hols anyways and i dont know what else to buy for the family. Ahh well... all in good time.. hee!

Bah imma go to sleep. I'm going to bridgend tomorrow. Hope to find some good stuff. Mwahs! <3


Tear drop Sunday, June 04, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
If you had one wish.... ?

Im in LOVE with SUPERMAN!! Well, at least in my dream i waS! LOL! I had one of the most awesome dreams last night, where superman (the new cute superman that is) .. was the love of my life.. lol! I cant get enuff of saying that =P I dreamt that i was falling for him, but i was one of the people who were eager to find out and test his superpowers and to expose it. What made it more real was that it all happened at Lambak ... LOL! seriously! Then as we were in a moment... i woke up! Shucks! *sighhhhhhhhhh* keke =P

Today has been so panassssss!! Like berabisly!! My room feels like an oven.. the heat trapped inside. So i went out today... left my window opened ... came back... still felt the same! nyeh! So up to now... i left my door opened.. and been in the living room ever since. Sooo panas! Cant stand it. Maybe i should get a fan.. but im going back soon anyways. Nyehhh!

FOOTY/BBQ hosted by Pearl street yesterday. Thanks u guys! Had lotsa fun =) Before we BBQ-ed, we went to this nearby park to play footy/frisbee/kite/Kaki Tiga. That was a first for me.. 'Kaki Tiga'.. embarassingly.. keke. I didnt know how to play. But eventually i did.. and i was the heroine once! keke =) Back at pearl, it mostly involved stuffing our tummy, dancing, playing cards and err.. bubble blowing .. haha. Reminds me of Spongebob's first episode keke. [Pics to be posted in the near future.. insyAllah =) ]

Its such a bum tho.. that some of my seniors are going back. Its been fun having them around. And they're finally going back *sniff* surely miss them. Then it struck me. I only have another year here. Bittersweet feeling yet again. But thinking of continuing my masters.. alang2 jua kan. If murah rezeki.. insyAllah .. then i will. Not ready to be a working women i am. Tsk tsk. In denial that i am old enuff to work.. nyaha! =P

Anyhoo.. i better be off. I might be out the whole day tomorrow. Gona look around and start buying stuffs for the family. *iski* Cant wait to balik!! But i have 4 days of workshop next week! nyehh!! Kalau inda .. awal balik udah.. pffttt! uwaaa.. mau balik wah~~~ Bah bah i'll stop whining. I'll see you people in Brunei soon... and i mean .. soon!!! =)


Tear drop Sunday, June 04, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Friday, June 02, 2006
Bend and not break

Finally! The sun is shining bright again! After days of rain pouring down and cold wind against you... Having the sun out isnt so bad. I'd be complaining by now if i was back home.. nyeh! hehe.

Oh.. i owe my pooja Iza .. a....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZAZA! [315]
Hehe .. sorry lambat! =)
Went to watch "Poseidon" last evening, gosh... that movie stresses you out i tell you! But the kid in it was so cute and brave. And kesian! That i cried a bit! Nyehh! I've been wanting to watch "Prime".. but havent got around too. The guy in that movie is 'Jake' from OTH.. and his character in OTH is soooo cute and sweet. He has a cute baby. Why is it sometimes.. guys with babies can be attractive? If they do it right that is ... *sighhhhh*
Oh yeah, alhamdullilah! Papah's meeting has been postponed yet again! Meaning ... Bangkok, here we come!! I seriously cant wait! Shopping here... shopping there... ahh~ just what i need =))
Alritey.. imma go take a shower now. Someone was in the toilet .. long enuff for me to write all this... hehe. Ohh man... i wana go home so badly! Sayang's already enjoying the food and people there. And what sucks bad.. is that i'll be off to Bangkok the next day i balik.. Na jumpa for another week or so... nyeh~
mwahs! <3


Tear drop Friday, June 02, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli