Im nervous about tomorrow. The kursus starts tomorrow. I read BB today that we're going to tutong n belait as well. I tot it was limited to brunei-muara area only. Im excited but at the same time... quite nervous cause i dont know what to expect. I know its only a 6-day-course. But my beg's full! I feel like im going away. LoL! Well, its better to be well prepared rite? Plus, i NEED my stuffs!

I hope its gona be an awesome experience! weee! =D =S

Today was tiring. I went swimming with chubbs and aimi EARLY in the morning keke. That was the first time in such a long time that i havent gone swimming in an actual swimming pool.. hehe. It was awesome. We used to go swimming 3 times a week while my dad played badminton. Then there's alwez the fish n chips from RBC. So tadi.. after swimming, we went to express for some fish n chips. hee! =P

Cant believe i have just under a month left in Brunei. Uwaa!!~! I think i need more time. Maybe its tougher cos Puasa is just around the corner. And raya. Then my cuz's wedding. Im gona miss so much again. But i just have to absorb these things.. cos its my final year. And i really gota work EXTRA hard. I hope i do well. AMIN!!

Oh yeah.... AIRHOLES are having a gig this Sunday. As well as releasing their album! So come to the mall. Support them. I'll love you if u do <3 hee! =D

Alritey... im outtie. (hey, that rhymes lol! =P) Gona wake up early, just incase i got something to buy last minute. Nyeh! I wish we didnt have to sleepover at that place. It kinda freaks me out. I hope siah becomes my roommate... hee! bah mwahs! <3

Tear drop Thursday, August 24, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Grande awesome! 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Serasa beach 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Post-Swimming pose 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Ambuyat at the beach keke 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Hadi on the hammock with dani 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

My babu, aunty yati and My papah <3 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Pre-Swimming look 

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Family bbq picnic at Muara beach...... effing awesome! I loved every minute of it. Family, food, sun, calm water, pictures... just perfect! =D

One downer... im burnt! haha... ok ok .. maybe im just paranoid that im PROBABLY darker than before the beach... but at this point, i dont care.

Arrived there probably around 9.30ishAM (imagine what time i woke up =P), after picking up my little cuzzies. There were already people there... every hut was taken! Lucky my uncle brought his tent, so we settled somewhere where there were trees and shades =P Perfect spot i should say. Cos there was the beach football box right next to us.

We only swam after lunch. BUT we were pretty excited just to get in the water. So we skipped lunch to swim. Aaahhhh... loved it! I just wanted to stay there forever.. til i burn alive.. haha =P

In between swimming.... we rented the beach motor/scooter thing and just rode around the beach. Man! That was more awesome! Tapi it was damn expensive. The person who tought of that business is really clever. Cos from my family sudah balik2 we rented. It was $5.00 per 10 mins. So that's 30bucks per hour. Nyeh. Ohh well.. worth it tho =D

Anyways.. i got some pics of yesterday. Help yourselves. Hee! Still waiting for other pics from farah.

Tear drop Monday, August 21, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I love today! =D Everyone was at Lambak tonight. And i mean... everyone. Lambak was livelier than usual tadi. And when everyone was in the dining room, i was thinking to myself "i miss this" *sigh* i really do. Bising berabis the house. I love it! Makes me wana come back for raya! Esuk bbq picnic at the beach! Family time's alwez awesome! =D

I got just over a month left in brunei!! Uwaaaa~~ I dont wana go back!!

Im still thinking of doing my masters tarus, or should i come back and work.. then do my masters. I've been asking around... still 50-50. Im not sure... hmm...

Bah i should go sleep. Gota wake up early tomorrow. Picking up my cute lil cuzzies lagi. Nitey! <3

Tear drop Saturday, August 19, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I just would like to say that ... i have an awesome dad!! He installed sound system to my car. Sweet!! I didnt know until he purposely told me to get him something from the shop. I went down to my car to find sweet speakers at the back of my car. HAHA! And when i started the car, my cd was already in the player. My music blasting out loud. Papahh.. papahhh.. hehe. THANK YOU!! =D

Ooohhh .. oooohhh.... we're finally have a family outing after so long. We usually have them at least once a year. Picnic at the beach on Sunday. Loves it! I just hope the weather wont disappoint us =D BEACHESSSS!!

Bah im outtie! <3

Tear drop Friday, August 18, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Aimi, baby big-eyes HAZIQ and myself

Us with my little rascal AMSYAR

Amsyar's going to India for 3 years though. The parents are gona be posted there for 3 years. Gona miss him growing up. Come to think of it, loads from the family are gona be away. There's us studying in UK, my aunty Wani and family in aussie, my aunty Dayat and daughters in KL working, aunty Laila in Paris, them Amsyar to India, Abg Justin to Spore for 10 months training.. wahhh~ Raya's gona be soo sunyi~~ I wana be back for Rayaaaaaa!!!!!

Might join my dad to KL next month. Civic course next friday for one week. Staying at Seameo Voctech.. cant imagine. I just hope the toilet's bearable!! If not, im gona go back home just to take a shower.. lol! =D

Tear drop Thursday, August 17, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

My dad thinks i should get eye laser treatment so i dont have to wear specs/contact lenses anymore. Told me to get one in UK. Erkkk... like i told my dad, im not brave enough. And i dont really trust them. What if something goes wrong? Eeek! I really dont wana have to wear specs/lenses anymore, but its just something i wouldnt probably go through. But then again.. i'd probably change my mind. We'll see.

Ohh.. i might not be back for my cuz's wedding. It sucks! Plus.. i wana come back for raya. I dont think that's possible either. Blahhhh!!!

Tear drop Wednesday, August 16, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

We've had our good days. We've had our bad days. But when two collide in one single day, you're just overwhelmed with emotions. Sometimes you just can handle it. So you rely on being unconcious .. as in sleep thru it. That's what i do. Its better than feeling anything right? But then dreams appear about what has been bothering you. Then that's when it sucks the most. Cause you wake up without having the person next to you to calm you down, and you feel lonelier than ever.

Tear drop Monday, August 14, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Apparently, today was spring cleaning day. I woke up to the sound of heavy boxes being dropped and loud hammer action! Ohhh man..... u'd never guess what we found. Old pics. Old VCD/DVDs that i still refuse to get rid off.. hee! Souvenirs. Books. Antiques.. haha.

To top it off... i bumped my head hard to the ceiling when i was fixing the curtains.. underestimating my height. Nyeh! It left me with a bad headache thruout the rest of my day.

DC and AAR are playing in Sydney over the next few weeks. Eeeekkk!! I wana go!!!

Tear drop Sunday, August 13, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Omarion was at the Mall yesterday.. and i took a picture with him! Heee! Not a huge fan, but i cant deny someone's dancing skills. Especially after 'you got served'.. you kidding me? Hehe. But he wasnt much of a talker, the most he said to me was "Nice to meet you".. soft spokenly. I was only there to buy these pants i saw the day before =P

Tear drop Sunday, August 13, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I had an awesome, restless day. Was back and forth to everywhere, but i loved it =D

Babu brought us to dim-sum early in the morning... and i mean EARLY! Hehe. Then, just for the fun of it... we spontaneously went for a studio pic.. just because.. hee! Went back home and back to lambak.. then sent off my cuz nadi to school (he had some thing at ICC). Dropped him there, then .. me, aimi and farah had a girls' day out =D

Too much food intake today i tell you!! It was like we were eating every hour or so.. haha. At the end of the day... we hung out at Suria's place and watched a movie .. and err........ ate again lol! =P

Im beat. Im gona wash up. Then see if i can sleep.

Oh btw, have u ever had a dream in a dream? Well.. i did .. last night. Weird. Couldnt sleep after that, so i went online. But then i remembered, i did the same thing in the dream. Ohh man.. i 've been dreaming too much these days. Too much on my mind is it? Ahh well... as long as they dont freak me out, i dont mind dreaming =D

alright then .. im outtie! Nighty nighty <3

Tear drop Friday, August 11, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Oh gosh! There's yet again.. another incident at heathrow airport earlier today. Im worried about Dayat n Reena. Hope they're alrite. I heard RBA was affected. I really hope they're alrite. Apparently, hand luggage isnt allowed. I think they gave out plastic bags for passengers to put their stuffs. But atu pun... selected items saja bulih. Liquids are definitely not allowed, like perfume. U gota put it in the luggage i think. Check the news for more!

Ohhh man.. i dont wana have to go thru thatt.. Long queues kill me! I hope it'll settle down by the time i get there!

Tear drop Thursday, August 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I just wana say that i love adam sandler and his movies. And cause of that.. im gona dedicate my time to watching all his movies again ... heee! Anyone up for it? .. Since i got all the time in the world at the moment.. keke

1. Billy Madison
2. Happy Gilmore
3. The wedding Singer
4. The Waterboy
5. Big Daddy
6. Little Nicky
7. Mr Deeds
8. Anger Management
9. 50 First Dates
10. Spanglish (Personally, i think he was great here... he was a top chef *sigh* hehe)
11. The Longest Yard
12. Click (Watched it couple of weeks ago... kudos!)

I know im missing some. But already with that list of GREAT movies (was also an executive producer for some)... He deserves to be where he is. He's definitely one of those at the top of my list of celebrities i want to meet =D

My favourite? I seriously cant choose. They're all great movies.

Tear drop Thursday, August 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Dayat n Reena went back to UK earlier tonight *sniff* We didnt get to hang out much. Went to send them off at the airport tadi. Kesian to see them go. But it made me realize that i dont really have much time either. I'll be going again in a month's time or so.. kinda excited, but sad too. As alwez... bittersweet feeling.

Then went to have dinner with them siah, bawee n halim. Been a while. I miss it. I miss hanging out with these people.. the usual may crowd =D Part of my reasons why im not totally scared to go back to cardiff... i got my peeps =D

Btw... LANCE BASS IS GAY!! So who here knew from the beginning? I didnt... i just thought of him as a pretty guy who chics dig. But im not surprised as well... antah eh!

U know what ... its hard to watch tv and blog. So im outtie. Watching Rockstar Supernova.

Tear drop Wednesday, August 09, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Such a long day today. I couldnt sleep early last nite... was basically lying in bed for 2 hours until i finally dozed off. But then... a few hours later... my mom woke me up saying my babu wanted to bring me out. We went for breakfast and dgnkan her to do some stuffs.

Grandmothers owez have interesting stories to tell dont they? Im quite surprised by how much my gramps still remember about yesteryears, about each of her grandchildren and our individual distinctive characters when we were babies.. like who loved to take baths and who didnt, how naughty we were, what words we used to love to say... I can even vaguely remember MY days when i was little.. hehe..

Ohhh... i got my shampoo already! I love you umie for getting me my shampoo! hugs <3 And i want ur shoes! lol! =P

Didnt get some decent rest today, so im knocked out.. im REALLY sick now! With my blocked nose, i sound.. err... sexy! ;P Im hoping for a better day tomorrow.

Tear drop Monday, August 07, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

*aaaacccchooooo* oh mann... i dont really know if im sick or not. I gots the flu... but on and off. One minute i feel better.. the other, i see the floor spinning. And body hurts like everything's gona fall off.. lol!

Had to wake up early today, after staying up really late. Nyeh! My fault =P But apa jua... the wedding ceremony was next door. Then my sisters wanted to get their hair cut. I wanted one! But i just got mine.. and i love it as it is. So i just got myself a manicure... and im happy! =P

Formula one was crazy tonite. Its always a war between my dad vs me and my mom. But i enjoy it nonetheless. But neither alonso nor schumi finished the race, so we couldnt really say much.. hehe. Pretty frustrating though!!! Schumi was 3 laps away from the finish line when his car gave in. Ahhh well...

I think im gona turn in early. Get some good rest to start a new refreshing day.. healthily =)

Tear drop Sunday, August 06, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

damn it .... i have a cold. I think its the constant change of weather. Starting sneezing when i was in Lambak, so i tot there was something there that i might be allergic to. Guess not. Still sneezing! =( *aaaacchhooooooo*

Had the usual feast in Lambak, the menu was 'english food'.. oh mann... stuffed! Lambak was more lively tonite, my cuzzies back from KL =) More karaoke~~ hee! Loves it =)

U'd never guess what i dreamt about last nite! I had an awful nightmare! As in.. monsters and ghosts! erkkkk!! I havent had one of those for quite a long time. When i woke up from that nightmare, tarus like baca2.. omg! I was sooo freaked out!! Damn mannn~

Im outtie.. i gota wake up early tomorrow... for a wedding ceremony. Plus.. i need some serious sleep... nightmare free im hoping! =D

Tear drop Saturday, August 05, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I am happy! Cos i spoilt myself to a beg i saw yesterday =D I saw two actually, tapi the other one kana bali sudah... damnit! So settled for one saja .. keke. And i LOVE It!! =D

Watched 'F&F3 : Tokyo Drift' earlier today. Omg! Grande Awesome! Not a huge fan of racing... in the sense that people i know should NEVER race at all! Lets just say im paranoid and have a bad history! But that movie proved everything against what i believed in racing .. lol! =P And i wana go to Japan more badly now =D

I wana watch 'Thank You for Not Smoking', but i dont think they're playing it here. Nyeh!

I forgot what i was gona say, so im gona go now. I seriously need to work on my short-term memory. Im gona start eating raisins everyday starting tomorrow... keke.

Tear drop Friday, August 04, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Argh! I cant seem to find a place to fix my phone! Everywhere i go, they say they dont have a software that's compatible. Blahhh! I didnt even drop it or anything, and i only had it for like 6 months or so.... it aint my fault! Banarrrrr~ If it was, then it wouldnt JUST be the software... lol! =P

Im having the worst tummy cramps ever! You'll be lucky that ur not next to me.. hearing me whine alll~~ day... haha. Cant blame me, im just a girl having her time of the month ... lol! =P

My aunt might be continuing her studies in Newcastle next January. Oh man! I hope she gets the opportunity! It'd be great to have another member of the family away from home =) Hours away from cardiff though. But it beats having to go thru 16hours of airsickness =P

I miss cardiff. And the people. And the service. Compare to the crappy sales service u get from here... pffttt! Yes, there ARE those who treated you nice and friendly. But there are just those who's too bitchy to even care if they get some customers or not. Pfffttt!

Im gona go wash up now. Teraaaaa <3

Tear drop Thursday, August 03, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! 01/08

We've been planning a surprise party for my mom's bday today. Everything was going well. She was damn clueless last nite, been asking (everyday for the past week!) where my dad was gona bring her for dinner.. haha! THEN when she came home smiling and laughing to herself after she cut her cake.. she told us that the person where my dad ordered food... unintentionally mentioned to my mom.. that my dad ordered lots for tonite. My mom coincidentally went to buy some food sana jua. Nyeh! Tau tia my mom.. spoilerrr~~

Oh well... besides that ... it was all fun and great. Food was great! Too much i might add =P Then it was pretty much karaoke til the endd~~ LOL! That's owez fun! =D

Finally got to spend time with my nephews! One of them got TOO attached to me and was crying when taken away from me.. hehe. He's sooo cute... and he calls superman .. 'se-man' .. haha. I love kids. They make me happy =D

Im gona take a quick shower now. Melakat my badan.. sweating.. eeekk! Alrite then.. mwahs <3

Tear drop Tuesday, August 01, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli