Oh my GOSH! We had a briefing about our final year's project. 30 credits. And 80% of it is based on our report which is a 60-page-max-10,000 words report. Wahhh~ And im yet to choose my topics. Apparently, one topic is only for one person .. in some cases 2. That explains the thick booklet of topics. Wahhh~~ Its too early for me to be panicking (sp?) .. omg! omg! omg! Even my classmates freaked out... haha. *breatheeeeeeee*

On a brighter note.... Chubbs is coming over todayyy! He'll be arriving in just over an hour. He's here for the weekend, before school actually starts for us. Meaning he wont be able to come with to Paramore's gig *shucks* But hey... i'll be going with Umie =D

Ehh yetah bah.. i miss home bah. Aimi said they all sungkai-ed at McD. I miss them soo much. Bah aimi... i miss you especially. Happy nuff? Hahaha =P Yetah kan.. i wana balik for raya .. but school's already hectic. So im thinking of going back early december for ka puput's wedding.. we'll see... nyehhh... i probably can ONLY afford to miss one week's lecture. But exams are after christmas. Ehhh... m tinkin way ahead. I've got time to think about it.

I wanna cook. But i really dont know what. Besides, siah's probably cooking today. Ohh.. I found some nyummy mussels =D

Bah outtie doo~

Tear drop Thursday, September 28, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

So i had enrolments tadi early this morning. It felt surprisingly good to be back for school. Meeting my classmates. But then.. i already have this important lecture tomorrow at 11. They even handed out an A4-sized paper leaflet with a very big heading of "IMPORTANT NOTICE" .. what a way to kick off the semester =P

Ehh .. i've to go meet umie n manang now. Im home alone. Toodledooo~

Tear drop Wednesday, September 27, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Day 3 of Ramadhan. Is it alright for me to say that im proud of myself to survive 2 days of fasting without even eating Sahur..? Hehe.. awu wah.. i take it back. Its just that i've never done puasa without my sahur. Because i never tot i'd be strong enough to stand it. Hee! =P

Again.. it sucks badly not to be sharing these 2 festive seasons with my family. 3 consecutive years without them. *sigh*

Aiyaaa... i feel so sad and depressed. Please kill me now! Blahhhh~ I miss home ever so badly. Nyehhh! But i have people here.. so i'll be alrite <3

Enrolments in 2 days. Been helping out a couple of juniors around. Oh.. yay! i have a junior taking my course! Hee! But then again.. im not much of a good help.. kesian... lol! =P Tadi me, umie and dayat brought them around. Then we watched 'Talladega nights' .. FUNNY! Haha =P

Oh man... my head's spinning. Masih jetlagged ani wah. Pfftt! I still wake up at 8AM.. kalau for school, baik jua~ hehe! Bah.. im outtie. Mwah!

Hope you all will have a lovely fasting month. That goes the same for me i hope =D

Tear drop Monday, September 25, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

So im back in Cardiff. Just arrived yesterday. Im overwhelmed with emotions. I feel so vulnerable right now. I miss my parents and sisters! I miss my poojas! I miss chubbs! *sob* Plus, it was the first day of Ramadhan yesterday.. It just kinda hurts not to be with these people. First day of puasa is always a sleepover at Lambak. I miss that!

SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYONE! Raya's just less than a month away. Oh man.. this is all happening rather too early for me.

At the plus side, paramore's gig in around 10 days. Hope chubbs can make it! And i got my lovely housemates and others to keep me grounded during this state of depression.. haha. But seriously... i feel so saddd!!

My room's a mess. I had to unpack yesterday, and i realized that i brought LOTS of clothes that my cupboard is full. And i wondered how my luggage got heavy. LOL!

Im gona go to town today. Dayat just told me she's going .. to dangankan a junior look for a phone. Bah.. i think im gona go take a shower.

Oh btw.. its 8.46am.. and im awake at this hour. I blame u jetlagged! Was never a big fan of u! LOL! Bahh bahh... teraaaaa~

I miss you people back home!

Tear drop Sunday, September 24, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I feel so sad. Waterworks kinda started already. I've gone thru this a couple of times, but somehow i feel its harder now. Shucks. Probably because ramadhan's just around the corner. *sniff*sniff*

Tear drop Wednesday, September 20, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Went dinner with them lot last night.. at TPH. Then hung out at Coffeezone the rest of the night. We bought azhim an advance birthday cake. He was pretty surprised, despite the fact that had the chance to look at the cake when it was in the car and we forgot to hide it.. haha. But he said he didnt see any.. hehe. Im gona miss these people again.

OHMIGAWD!! One tree hill season 4 premieres this 27th and Smallville this 28th. Prison break season 2 has been released, but i havent had the time to bother to dld, because of the connection. Its just another 4 days til i have my NTL keke. *Sniff*Sniff* I dont wana go back ='(

Tear drop Tuesday, September 19, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

For such a great weekend, i guess i have the right to ramble thru this LONG post for the purpose of future reference ... hee! <3

Pretty and calming <3 size="4"> dinner.. main course was lame jokes LOL .. and dessert was chocolate fountain! Ohmigawd! Strawberries and banana with melted chocolate.... nyummm!

Then the rest of the night was filled with movie marathon (austin powers... yeah baby! keke), Ping Pong challenge, swimming, guitar and piano playing, singing, dancing, big two and poker and too much sugar! hahahaha. Then we gave in around 2ish ONLY cos we had to wake up about 5 hours later, tapi before tidur pun... me, farah and aimi watched 'dot the I' but that didnt last long haha =P

My aunt went to each room for our wake up calls before 8am. My alarm was set at 8.15.. ZZzzZzz! So we went to three kubur place. And went back to the house for Lunch and tarus high tea. Fifi was there.... damn cute man! U know .. she only dances to High School Musical's songs. So if u sing the lyrics "Soarin'~ Flyin'~" she'll raise her right hand and go around in circles just like in the movie... haha. Cute!

Ok... im getting tired. Hahaha. Plus im watching tv. U know how it is =P As much as i hate the show, im watching Mtv's sweet sixteen. Cos sometimes they get to have bands at their party.. i hate them ever more. Hahahahahaha! =P

Bah i gtg anyways. I'll leave you with some pictures then. Enjoy!

Tear drop Monday, September 18, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

'Ghost Game' ... Go watch! Its not scary! Noo.... really.... its not. Nyahahahha! Never again! Blahhhh!! Hahaha. Me, aimi, zara, farah and Azam <3 planned to watch 'My Heart' tadi, then we ran into Umie. They were about to watch Ghost Game. So farahhhhhh tot it would be fun to watch that too. Farahhhhh i blame youuuuuu!!

Tung tung tomorrow ... weeee <3 Pooja Sleepover! As far as i know.... everyone's gona be there! woopdeeedooooo~~ Iza! Bahhh MESTI! BUTTTTTTTT....... i CANT swim!!!! Nyehhh!! of all the days... blahhhhh!! Ohh.. and im driving =D

I started listing down what important stuffs that i really MUST remember to bring and what stuffs to buy... reluctantly! Nyeh. I tot .. that later i do it.. the later i'd feel that i'll have to go back. But nyeh... reality struck me. Exactly one week away! Blahhhh.. i feel like i want to choke someone. Kill me now! Hahaha. Okay.

Bah. I gota be on the phone for a while. Laturrrrrrrrr~ mwah! <3

Tear drop Friday, September 15, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Just got back from Masin to visit my nini and amsyar =D There has been a chance of plans. Amsyar's going to India on the 21st *sniff* Ohh.. he's sensitive about the 'I' word (india btw). Marah ya tarus. Its really cute when he does all these expressions. Hehe. But its alwez hard when we have to go. Tadi he saw us moving towards the door, eksen2 tia he pulled me to his toys and told me to play with him. Keke.. clever =P

Ohh ... Lucas Rossi is Supernova's new frontman. Im not disappointed.. well maybe a little. Cos i was hoping for Dilana. She performed Cranberry's 'Zombie' again.. goshhh... took my breath away.. hehe. But yeah.. Lucas... its alrite. He's pretty awesome. Maybe they wanted a guy... that would be bias! But i dont mind. Dilana's gona solo out and be really great. Hee! =D

Bahhhh... Im outtie. Cant wait for my last weekend here. Gona have a total blast. I promise myself. Cos i'll be with my poojas.. which is alwez awesome! <33

Tear drop Thursday, September 14, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Im watching Rockstar Supernova as we speak. Ryan performed and won himself a Honda car. Daym! Ryan star <3 Toby's awesome too. I dont know who's gona win.. cos they're ALL awesome.

I missed the earlier show cause i went to the aiport to send off Fish. But she went in TOO early, so i didnt get to see her before she went. Had dinner tarus with hani n belle, azhim, aL and azman.

(oh man.. Lucas doing Coldplay's FIX YOU is awesome! Quoting Tommy Lee "Wow. That was cool as hell")

So im still deciding whether or not i should drive to KB this saturday. Or should i just join Dani.. Hmmmm...

(Ok... Dilana has my vote. Haha.. two performances finished and i only typed those two short sentences saja .. haha)

U know ... i was just wondering.... can someone actually be OVER-qualified? Like taking Chartered for Accounting .. in chubbs' case. Because... correct me if im wrong... you only need it when u want to work overseas. So what happens to an overqualified person? How will the boss actually feel? Hmm.. interesting. Something me n chubbs have been talking about saja...

Bahh bahh.. this is pathetic. Abis sudah Rockstar show .. haha! Im gona go. Cos i gots nothing else to talk about =P Noite!!

Tear drop Wednesday, September 13, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

So i was having dinner with my mom and sisters. Somehow we started playing this game where we choose between two people. For example; Brandon Routh or Tom Welling. We'd choose one and why. Or we can choose to combine both (haha i know). Until my sister asked... Papah or Hakeem? Errr.. i cant even combine.. haha. My mom seriously laughed at my face and said "i hope ur choosing papah!" lol! =P

Of course i choose my dad. But they're the men in my life for different reasons .. so i can really compare. Kan? Kan? I Love them both. Again... in a different way <333

Tear drop Wednesday, September 13, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I bought the jacket. Im HAPPY! Heee! And to top it off.... i (TER)bought another kain. Cos it just struck my eyes =P Now im not sure if sampat my tailor buat, my others siap pulang sudah =D

Fish is going to UK tomorrow. Congrats on the scholarship dear. Be seeing u at the airport... and hopefully in UK .. hehe =D

The house is kinda quiet without papah. Tho he's alwez busy jua most of the time. Tapi his absence is definitely felt. Wont be seeing him til Sunday. Then 5 days after that... i'll be outta this country... uwaaaa!! Bittersweet feeling though.

Im watching "Waterboy" at the moment. Adam sandler marathon. Watched "Happy Gilmore" before this. Sweet! Adam sandler <3

Bah im gona watch. Mwah! <3

Tear drop Tuesday, September 12, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I didnt realise that my last post was my 200th. Congrats me for lasting this long =D

My day started earlier than usual today. Had lunch with Siah and Bawee at Excapade. Not really a huge fan of sushi though. More of DimSum! Then went to the mall just to chill. Sayang finally bought the jacket he wanted. I saw one!! But i didnt have enough money with me at that time, so im gona get it tomorrow.. heee! =D

You know what... i hate the fact that we dont have freedom of speech!!

Anyways, i met the first new cardiff-ian when i was at the mall tadi. She was nice. Gave her my number, not that she needs it im thinking... Cos she said she already got hold of a house. So she's pretty much alrite. I can't wait to see the new faces this term.. some of which i probably already know tho. And i cant wait to see who are the new BDSSW commitees, should be interesting.

MSN's down at the moment. Sucks!

ooOOoo.. tadi when i had dinner at Wecan in Gadong... Ada this police people nearby and some other people. Damn! Was i curious ... Told my mom to go around... no! im not nosy~ haha. I was just curious. I seriously wana know what happened. So if anyone happened to be there... what really happened?? *hehe*

Tear drop Monday, September 11, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT 'CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR' IS PERFORMING AT PARAMORE'S GIG..... ITS SOLD OUT!! BUT I HAVE TICKETS!! WEEEEEEE!!!

I CANT WAIT!!!

Tear drop Sunday, September 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Dude in evanescence's (sp?) 'Call me when you're sober' video ... HOT! <333

I pretty much spent my day today with my loved ones .. except chubbs =( Hehe. I miss you already sayang!

So.. i woke up to the sound my mom knocking on my door LIKE MAD!! Cause Amsyar and Haziq came over and didnt want to leave! Cried when we didnt join him in the car.. kesian! Then, BABU called to bring us out for lunch at the airport restaurant with my other cuzzies, like she owez do.. <3

Aimi had tuition from 4 to 6pm. So in between that, farah n I joined Suria and boyfy Mawie at Coffeezone Kiulap. By that time, we were sooo full. But for some reason, we kept feeding out tummy.. haha. Balik rumah pun... kana serve mee... makan jua~

Back home, decided to catch a movie around 7ish. Watched 'Little man'... funny. But 'White Chicks' was damn better.. THAT was hilarious! Sent Farah back to Lambak and finally back home. So here i am.... typing this all out.. Just so you know how my day was =D LOL!

Papah's off to KL tomorrow.. 8AM flight. He said jgntah antar. I dont think i'll be able to wake up jua. Its already 1AM and im really tired hehe. Papah said NOT to go shopping for my stuffs til he comes back in a week.. awww...

Ohh btw... ada waterrrrrrr sudahhhhhhhh!!!

Bah im gona wash up and SLEEP! Need to go to the loo anyways~ hehe. NOITE! MWAHS! <3

Tear drop Saturday, September 09, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

If i've EVER said that the thing i cant live without is my phone... i seriously TAKE THAT BACK!! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT WATER!!! Omg! I've been waiting all day for water to fill up my tub. Urghhh!!! No.. i dont smell as a matter of fact =D

So here it is again... the countdown til i balik. Hmm... *counting* 14days! Exactly 2 weeks! Errkkk =S

Tear drop Friday, September 08, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

At coffeebean at the moment. ALONE! heee! =D Just to waste some time til my sister abis tuition. Im not bothered to go back and forth. I miss starbucks actually. This is the closest thing to it =P

UMIE got her scholarship!!! CONGRATULATIONS!! Weeee!! MwaHugssss!! <33

U know what .. im already worried about my final year project. Daymmm! I think i prefer to be given the topics to do, rather than choose my own. I can NEVER decide on what to do. Nyehhhh!!

I cant wait for PARAMORE!!!!

Tear drop Thursday, September 07, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

SAFFRON <3 It's this restaurant in Kiulap btw. Arabian food. Its really not bad. Pavlova! Nyumm~ But its REALLY sweet.. but loves it =D I miss Venus' kebab! It'll probably be the first thing i'll buy when i reach there =P

Babu was admitted in the hospital yesterday. High sugar level. So kesian. She vommited all day yday i think! My lil cuz pun in the hospital for tonsil (sp?) removal.

My aunt and my lil cuzzies are coming back from aussie tomorrow! Weee! Finally get to meet little fifi again tomorrow! <3 Papah's going to KL this Sunday for a week. Gota think of something my dad should get me there for me to bring back... hmm.... contact lens!!! =D

Bahh.. im gona watch a dvd with my sis. Teraaa <3

Tear drop Tuesday, September 05, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Havent gotten around much to blog. Been spending my day wisely =D Its just under 3 weeks till i fly off again. Im still listing down what to buy. So far im only up to 3 things.. lol! Just shows how excited i am to go back.. nyeh!

Oooooohhhh.. oooohhhh... Prison break season 2 is outtttt!! I've watched the first episode. Hotness!! =D 'One tree hill' season 4 will be out soon too... sometime this month. I cant wait!! Ok... that's something to look forward to going back. Fast broadband =D

Oh btw, STEVE IRWIN passed away, lets just say he got stingray-ed! Of the many dangerous species he encountered hehe. Crikey! May he Rest In Peace..

Antah ehh.... i seriously dont know what to ramble about. Im tired! Mwahs <3

Tear drop Monday, September 04, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Suddenly, i feel sad that im gona leave home again soon. It has been awesome, constantly being surrounded by loved ones. I miss home already.. blahhhh! It sucks to not be here during important occasions, esp festive seasons *sigh* The family's like discussing about my cuz's wedding this december, insyAllah, and im like... dammit, i wont be back. I feel like crying for missing on these things. But i guess its just another thing i gota get through. *sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Im leaving on the 22nd of December. Note that people! =P Im excited cos i'll finally get the chance to travel back with sayang. But leaving behind everything again... ok! i seriously dont know how those people can stand not crying! hehe =P

*sniff*sniff*

Tear drop Friday, September 01, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Im back from "camp" weee!!! Wasnt as bad as i thought it was. I miss it actually, the part where we get to hang out and get to know other people that is. It was a tiring yet VERY informative and useful experience i should say. If u've been reading BB for the past week, almost everyday ada article about what we did. And sayang's face selalu ada! Nyeh! =P If i were to talk about it, it'll take ages. So i'll leave it there. Go to infofoto.org.bn and search "sivik" for photos. There's one pic of me talking to the Pengarah Daerah when we had dinner d Tutong. Schweet!

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY AMSYAR!! Just got back from his party at McD this morning. Man! He's damn cute! We bought him this superman figure which was as big as he was.. now he wouldnt even let anyone touch it.. haha. Yeah, he LOVES superman AND spiderman, its genetic.. lol! =P

Also..... CONGRATULATIONS TO AIRHOLES FOR THEIR SUCCESSFUL ALBUM RELEASE!! Dani and azam... im so proud of you!! =D I appreciate u writing my name in ur dedication. Santy loves you!! PEOPLE, PLEASE SUPPORT AIRHOLES, DO NOT JUST BURN THEIR SONGS... BUY THEIR ALBUM! ITS ONLY $12 INSYALLAH! SUPPORT THEM FOR I WILL LOVE YOU!! =D

Ohh man... im going back in 3 weeks time. Shucks! Ahh well.. it was fun while it lasted. Oh hey, did i mention im watching PARAMORE this early october! Heee! Got their tickets dah. Weeee! =D

Mwahs! <3

Tear drop Friday, September 01, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli