Oh goshhh.... i never thought i'd be thisss busyy. I feel today is such a rush for everything. Cause i got LOADS to do before 5! or at least before the bank and shop closes.

Some people were over for dinner last night. That was nice! The night was filled with big two, poker, HELLO JACK! and a horror movie! Omg! Halim brought his Indon horror film. Can I be more scared to go to the toilet alone??? But faye sleptover.. so at least i feel safe. HAHA! Been a while since the last time the house was all packed and loud!

Im leaving for Brunei tomorrow, 10am flight. Meaning i have to leave Cardiff REALLY early in the morning. I cant wait to be back. But at the same time.... i feel lazy to pack my stuffs and do my work and buy this n that... i just wana be back home u know. But then again... i have a feeling i'll miss them lovely people here. Its ok... its just 2 weeks =)

Cant wait to be back! So many reasons why im going back. Im overwhelmed with emotions. Bah... taaa... i've to go to town and finish whatever im spose to do.

mwah! <3

Tear drop Thursday, November 30, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I guess i've been away quite a lot. There are just a lot of things i have to do before Friday. And so much on my mind that's too heavy on my shoulder to carry around.

My weekend was filled up with all sorts of stuffs. All fun of course. Watched 3 movies over the weekend: "PAN'S LABYRINTH" - i almost forgot that it was a Spanish movie. It was actually a really good movie. Kinda violent n cruel. But i enjoyed it. "HOLLYWOODLAND" - Just found out that its based on a true story. That makes it even better. Then lastly.. "JACKASS 2" - oh goshhh... such hot bodies and asses .. grrrrr.... nyahaha! but of course, the movie is stupid. Haha! But Tony Hawk and Luke Wilson were in it =D

Siah just told me about a Postgraduate open day happening this Wednesday. I might just go check it up. Yes, im planning to continue doing my masters. Just hoping (yet again) for the scholarship and acceptance from Uni's. I wish to stay in Cardiff though. Mudahan i get all that. AMIN! I was reading through the postgraduate booklet... Engineering still attracted me. There was this course "MSc in Ortopaedic engineering" heeee.. sounds interesting. To be discussed with my dad again.

Oh gosh.. im already thinking about masters. Im yet to finish my degree. Hopefully with flying colours! AMIN!

Speaking of which.... i should be doing my work now. So im gona go. Start on getting those good results! heee! =P

Tear drop Monday, November 27, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Woke up early and got ready rather early for school. Class is in less than 2 hours away. So i have time to kill. Just a quickie here then.

Papah called. Said he arranged my flight dah. Was texting with Mummy. Glad she's ok now. Alhamdullilah! So i feel quite better today. A nice start to a new day. Yesterday must have been the crappiest day!

So yeah... im going back next Friday. Kinda a last minute plan. But i kinda have to go back. Will be back here though before the skiing trip, insyAllah. Papah was pretty persistent about me staying til christmas hols... But i promised them all about the skiing trip already. Cant wait! <3

I hope aimi's REALLY coming along with me when i come back! BAH MIE!!! PUSH PAPAH PLEASEE!!! heheh.

The whole family (i would imagine) is busy at the moment d Lambak. Ka puput's nikah ceremony is tomorrow! Oh gosh... one of us is actually getting married! Cant wait to be back!! See those lovely faces again :)

Two problems though: One - My project supervisor. Two - group project.. presentation is in the first week of december. Sucks to have to tell them i wont be there. Nyehh!

Bah.. im off to school. MWAH! <3

Tear drop Thursday, November 23, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Somehow i knew this would be a bad day.

So far.. its proving itself to be.

I cant wait to be back home.

Mummy, i love you and miss you!! =(

Tear drop Wednesday, November 22, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I feel afraid. lost.

I need my mom. dad. sisters. poojas.

I want to go back home badly. I need to.

I dont think i can go through this again.

Dont ask.

Tear drop Monday, November 20, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I dont have any class today, so does Bazilah. So we stayed over at Colum last nite, slept around 6ishAM! hahahhaa! That was awesomeee! <3

I only had my group meeting yesterday 11-1pm. (I just realized how much free time i actually have. Now, to use it wisely.. *hmmm* =P) Anyways... then went over to Colum. Woke up Umie and Wafi cos we arranged to meet Nira around 4ish after she finished class and go to Ikea.

It was me, umie, ka nira, wafi and bazilah. Imagine that! HAHA. I'll just post some pictures. *hehehe*







We went back around almost 8 i think. Ka Nira made some nyummy SOTO!! *nyummmm* Being the clumsy person i am, i got a cut on my left thumb from separating the frozen chickens. tsk tsk tsk. Yup, that's me. Lol! =P

THEN! We fixed Ka nira's room... she bought some new lightings. AND a new plant which she dares to kill whoever rosakkan the plant! HAHAHA! This was wat it looks like..



Then we got hungry. The usually midnight pig outs ;)



Finally.. we fixed their living room. More pics are with umie though. I'll post next time. Im yet to get it from her. We listened to Frank Sinatra, Panic! at the disco and Boys like girls while fixing the room. With candles and all. That was nice. Mind you.. this was at 3ish in the morning! =D And wafi taught us some shuffling moves.. HAHA! How BAD were we? erkk.. hahaha.





Some seriously nicer pictures are those with umie. These were taken by my phone saja.

I think i'll stop here. Cos i have to take a shower and do some work. Dont get me wrong, i know i've been hanging out much. But (surprisingly haha!) i get work done. I got it all balanced so im happy! =) .... again .. surprisingly though! Hahaha!

Til next time <3

Tear drop Wednesday, November 15, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Monday's havent been really good to me. Especially today!!!!! So i was suppose to meet my supervisor at one, but that lasted for like a minute cos she had to do something with another lecturer. Then i waited for our supposedly group meeting at two, but only marc and rob showed up. Even rob didnt remember anything about it. So THAT was cancelled. So me n marc just went to the pc room to kill time for our class at 3. Even THAT was cancelled!! So i pretty much wasted my time in school today. Could've stayed in bed and do work at home.

So i was pretty much annoyed and pissed by that time. Luckily... nira was in town meeting up with umie n wafi. So we all went to minuet, and some random shops. I feel better now <3

That was how my weekend was spent. Around these people. I pretty much slept over there the whole weekend. Went home yesterday afternoon, only cos i had work to do.

We went to watch 'The Prestige' that friday night. We bought tickets for the 7.30 show but couldnt find seats and were told to change it to a later time. So we did. But they all dangankan me back home and get my stuffs for my sleepover. Plus, we had to go to London the next day.

Woke up REALLY early on that Saturday!! London Raya gathering. To be honest, they probably could've done a better job. Even the food inda cukup. I guess they had their reasons. But so kesian for people who travelled all the way there, and nada proper lunch. The best part though was probably the chance to meet up with my other friends. Gosh. Met Wani and Fish! I havent met wani for like AGES!! I missed her. OH! i met my cuzzies FADHIL n JIMMY! FINALLY!! The other best part was when the event finished and me, nira n umie went to look for starbucks! HAHA! Sanggup? yes!!

Went back to Colum, with bazilah and freddie sleeping over as well. That was fun! We made brownies probably around 2 in the morning! Haha. But we were all sooo tired and didnt want to wait for it to cool down. So we just ate it the next day. PLUS... baz had netball and wafi had football at 10 the next morning.

I realize that i havent been bothered to take photos. So i have to ask around first. And insyallah.. will post some up soon.

Im happy! <3 mwah!

Tear drop Monday, November 13, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Sleptover at Colum last night after watching a gig with umie. I didnt feel like going back hehe.'Boys night out' was playing. It was great. But something wasnt right with the sound system because i couldnt clearly hear the vocalist singing. I wanted to hear the lyrics! But wth.. we were up front!

The opening act was .. err... scary. These twins (i think!) were cute... asian-ish looking. Guitarist and drummer. But the vocalist was crazy.. almost hit me! The mic stand fell on me. Ohh.. he wasnt on the stage singing.. he was on the floor! He was everywhere actually! I was mostly impressed by the lead guitarist though. He CAN PLAY!

Boys night out's bass player had this red bass which looked really awesome. Im thinking of getting an electric guitar... but nada duit! and i have play REALLY well dulu.. 2 years! HAHAHA!

PICTURES!











Alright. I gtg meet umie and wafi in town. London raya gathering tomorrow. Should be interesting. Taaaaa! mwah! <3

Tear drop Friday, November 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

When people ask you how you're doing... what are u REALLY suppose to say? Do you just lie and say the typical 'Im fine' line when you're actually feeling miserable by the minute. Or do you just plainly tell the truth. What do U want to hear when U ask people that? Do you really wana hear the whole truth and nothing but the truth? Can U handle the truth?

It really depends on the people who ask doesnt it? Because only those who really care would seriously want to listen to your problems and tell you things that you actually dont want to hear.. but because it kicks you into reality, you're grateful. The others just want to know what's wrong with you and spread it to the whole world but say nothing back to you.

I miss my sisters. I seriously cant wait to live hear with aimi. It would be nice if i could stay til zara comes here. But then again.. it all depends on fate (.. and scholarship =P) Sisters make the best of bestfriends dont they? I envy those who have their siblings out of the country with them. I hope to be sharing the same experience next year. AMIN! So aimi... kick ass on ur exams will you!! I know .. seriously know that you can do it! And be strong *hugs*

I lost my ugc unlimited card and i forgot to call helpline today. Pfft. I keep losing things these days. What's wrong with me?

I gota get back to work. You know what... i enjoy school more lately. It beats being lonely at home :) Bye now.

Tear drop Monday, November 06, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Ohh man... what a saturday! I had such a great day yesterday, thanks to YOU girls! <3 Was out pretty much the whole day. Its alright... i've devoted myself to school the whole week.... that's what weekends are for right? YUP!

So it started with waking up around noon. Promised Nisa to join her to town around 1pm-ish, before going to Pearl Street for their open house. Umie, Nisa and I wore baju kurung.... with CONVERSE! Huhuhu. One thing we forgot to do was to take pictures of that! Blahhhh!

We were at Pearl probably around 3pm kali. The food.... mmmmmm.... that's all i can say. Haha. Stayed there til around 5.30pm. Loads of people... i like! Probably unlike some people, i like the loud and packed environment. Reminds me of home. I dont have pics with me... reminder to self: Collect pics from everyone!

Then we went home to change cos we made plans to watch fireworks, Bonfire night at Bute Park (i think!). There were probably around 15 of us. That was nice. The fireworks were pretty. The $5 entry though... worth it? It was freezing! My feet were completely numb. It hurt when i walked. That was over around 8.30.

Me, Umie, Nisa, Amir, Amir, Nisah, Halim and Hadi went off to watch 'The Last Kiss'. Stupid movie! It wasnt a bad movie or anything. Just that, I .. well.. WE were all just SO EMOTIONAL about it! I seriously regretted watching that. Plus, i had to pay 4pounds cos i seriously dont know where my unlimited card is! sgbjlasgubgu! But then again, i guess it was alright. One, come on... Zach Braff <3. Two, it was reality man. Something i've learnt a long time ago, there are no fairytales in life. Even when someone promises you one. But if u seriously want one, u gota work your way up, but remembering there are also the downs.

Then we went off to METROS. Now.. THAT was awesome! Well, i was pretty much tired by that time, but still up for some fun. I just needed to let myself go. And i did. It felt soo good. AND the cloak room dude... *hehe*

The day had to end unfortunately. But i couldnt sleep cos the little people in my head were still dancing. HAHAHA! Was up til 5am ... and didnt even get a decent 8hr sleep. I woke up around noon to the bright light entering my room. Blahhh. I still feel tired. But it was all worth it =D

I LOVE MY WEEKENDS! <3

... now back to work. I .. must...!

Tear drop Sunday, November 05, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I feel calm tonight. Why? The full moon. I was walking outside and looked at the moon.. and smiled to myself. Antah ah.. somehow i felt at ease. I was in a good mood from then on. PLUS.. i went to watch 'BORAT' with Umie, Nisa and Azza! Hilarious + Stupid + Gross..... but just what i needed. Something to make me laugh my ass out! I still laugh when i remember about it. I like~ HIGH FIVE!~ HAHAHAHA!

When i was in the bus otw home... i seriously felt like walking home. Down City Road. (I could have.. with Nisa from the cinema) And right now... i feel like talking a walk. Its such a nice night. What's stopping me? ... its freezing out there!! My legs got weak just by walking outside for a few minutes.

Im gona enjoy my chats... So im gona leave this here for now.... mwah! <3 huhu

Tear drop Saturday, November 04, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Im watching European Music Awards at the moment [Hosted by my super sexy boyfy Justin Timberlake... nyahahahhaa!] while researching stuffs over the internet. It sucks cos i havent found anything really relevantly useful since yesterday! Blahhh! I should sue the school for over exposing my eyes infront of the pc... lol! =P

Did u know that google earth can be addictive?!? Yes it can! Tadi me, apeq and marc spent our break looking for our homes on google earth. It started with Marc asking where Brunei was, and how come it was a 16-hour-flight away from UK. So we looked for world maps right... damn, Brunei's TINY! Even Cardiff's bigger! Haha. But its all good. I love it!

I couldnt find my house on google earth ahhh!! I tried tracing back the roads towards my house, but i couldnt find it. Sampai they called me useless.. pfft! Or so maybe i am.. lol! =P Apeq's house is quite near to the bridge that connects Mysia and Spore. Sweet!!

Tadi i was soooo hungry. I had class til 5pm but i didnt eat anything the whole day, cept for 2 chocolate bars and a bottle of water. How healthy was that! So i met up with umie after class and got some nice chicken curry and chips. Banyak lagi tu! *nyummm*

Oh gosh... its freezing! Its been getting cold. I think its 3degrees or something around that tonite. Brrrr~~

Ohhh Ohhhh.... i wana watch Borat!! =D I like~! LOL! =P

Ok im outtie! ;P mwah! <3

Tear drop Thursday, November 02, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

So chubbs went back earlier today *sniff* no worries... hope to be seeing each other soon again. For now... i've got to get my priorities straight and my mind set right. My mind's not right. I feel like jumping off the roof. (Im kidding!) Its just that some stuffs REALLY bother me .. and i cant just store it away and ignore it. (Tho i wish it was that easy) Its gona bother me for quite some time and i fucking hate it. I was hoping things would change. But its just getting worst.. that i just wana go awayy! I hope you realize what you're doing.. or NOT doing...

Im alone at home at the moment. They all went to watch 'Marie Antoinette'. Umie bawa watch 'History Boys' as well. As much as i want to (BANAR!).. I reluctantly decided to stay home today. I've another group meet tomorrow.. and i've to HOPEFULLY bring up something from my end. So, who here knows anything about designing a feed system for an automatic horizontal drilling unit? Do tell =D Also, i've the project brief im yet to show to my supervisor again tomorrow... that's due on Friday. I can already feel the load on my shoulders school's giving me. I guess this is final year........

But hey... i enjoyed my Robotics lab today... even if it took up my supposedly afternoon off. We had a 3hr lab. It was me, Peman, Apeq and Lakal. The usual one woman-er. But im used to it now. Anyways... we got to control a robot.. and programmed it to arrange a puzzled cube. It was cool when we did everything.. then we executed it .. and just watch it arrange all those blocks into a cube. Ahhh... technology <3

Ever since i took this robotics module, been watching 'how it's made' on Discovery. Its cool when i know what actually happens (well.. just basic details of course).. hehe. Like the other day, i watched how Nokia made its components. Damn fast and accurate robots! That was cool!! Even seeing how a bulb is made was cool. The details made it cool... complicated of course, but nevertheless interesting. Bah.. i stop.. i stop... Agatah liat discovery ahh! =P

Bah .. i gota do some laundry then a LOT of work =S

<3

Tear drop Wednesday, November 01, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli