I know for a fact that .. 
Everything Happens For a Reason 

What would you say if i asked u not to go?
 To forget everyone, forget everything, 
.. and start over with me

Monday, December 25, 2006
She wants to be where you are.

Everyone's still sleeping. I should be too. But i just cant sleep. Im at umie's place, on umie's pc. Me, umie, farid n faye passed out in the living room. Other faye, hakeem, nira n maul are sleeping nicely in rooms with proper beds. Butttt.. the couch im on... it's really comfortable =D

We had a small 'christmas' dinner last night. Hehe. That was nice. And we watched a couple of movies that was playing on sky before we got really sleepy. I hardly remember what happened before i actually lied down on the couch and slept.

Ohh.. and i had a weird dream. Dont remember much. But it was enough to say it was weird. Kinda fairytale-ish. I'll tell when i remember everything. Which we all know .. will never happen. LOL!

For someone who havent had much sleep... i sure feel hyper early in the morning. I had the urge to make breakfast for everyone.. but now im lazy =P And i dont quite know where everything is.

I miss home badly. Its not even funny anymore. I cant go back again. Shucks. Exams start 15th January, that goes on for 3 consecutive days. And i still have my projectS to do. KILL ME NOW PLEASE! Its not much of a holiday now is it? Blahhhhh.

Ok.. im gona try and sleep now. If i cant.. im gona wake everyone up. Either that .. or find something to eat. Cos my tummy's pretty upset =P

CIAOOOOOO!!

I miss italian gelatos.


Tear drop Monday, December 25, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Saturday, December 23, 2006
These solitary moments make me want to go back home.

For someone who has been travelling a lot lately... i've no mood (yet) to talk about my holidays. So this entry will not be about how i spent my 2 weeks wisely in Brunei or how my ski trip to italy was.

Instead, i just want to point out that 'Love' does NOT make you do crazy stuffs. Nor does breaking up should be an excuse to make yourself sick til you almost die. Stupid as it may sound... but i could have lost someone i really care about. You're better than that dude.. and you know it. Maybe that girl is really ALL that for you. But it's never an excuse be like that. You have us here. We all LOVE you and care for you. Probably unlike her, we're alwez here if you need us. Dude, im sorry i was pissed. But i was seriously disappointed and worried at the same time. And someone needed to be frank with you. I know you.. You're definitely stronger than that. You've been thru all this crap... why is it different now? I've been thru jack... seriously.. but u guys keep me grounded. Reason why im still here you know. Noone's worth your life. And you know that. *HUGS* Hope you're better now. Love you <3

The things that have been going around me lately. I cant believe its becoming a problem to the family again. I thought we're past that. And people wonder why i have a thing against it *sigh*

Family... do take care. And do tell me what's going on.. AND stop telling each other not to tell me anything!

I miss you poojas!


Tear drop Saturday, December 23, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Share with me the secrets that u kept in. Its cold inside.

I just realized that i havent been blogging for a while. Time has passed by so damn fast. Already, im going back in 3 days. This is the hardest part. Its alwez great to be back, enjoying every chance i have with my loved ones. But when it comes to leaving all these people.... i cant help but feel sad and depressed *sniff*

At the Empire hotel at the moment with my poojas. Staying over for the weekend, for 2 days since last night. Suppose to spend our time swimming the whole day.. but the weather's not on our side. So here i am.. on the balcony... enjoying the view and fresh air. Ahhh.... the life. Ok.. im lying. I have to email my lecturer which i forgot to do earlier. Then im gona join my cousins abuse the toilet and the bath tub... LOL!

My time back home have been very eventful and interesting. So much has happened. Ka Puput's finally married. The wedding went well. The newly weds are now in Langkawi on their honeymoon. Will be back on the day i have to go back.

It sucks that i still have to hand in my work on the deadline. I asked for an extension... yes, hopkins said it would be alrite. Preferably though.. not too late. But then he said to just email him my work on the due date. Byrne's coursework is a bum... im just completely clueless. Plus.. i dont want to be handling with work while im here. Sucks!

Bah.. i should go. Everyone's waiting. Mwah!

P/s: i miss you people back in cardiff. I see you on thursday k! Insyallah. And yes, with your stuffs hopefully.. hee! =D


Tear drop Sunday, December 10, 2006 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli