Last night we watched the young and handsome Robert DeNiro on big screens! i.e. special screening of 'Taxi Driver'. Eeeeee! HOT bah.. especially when he had the 'mohawk'. "You looking at me???"

But then.. we embarassed ourselves in the toilet! HAHA. When we were in the toilet and Umie just got in a cubicle close to me.. we heard someone FARTED! (No, thats not the worst part!) It was when we laughed our asses off after that, thinking it was one of us. TAPI BUKAN!!! We kept blaming each other til Nisa told us that there was another person in the cubicle between me and Umie. I stayed in the cubicle til it was safe to go out HAHAHAHA. OMG! I feel bad. Note to self: Ur bound to hear someone fart in the toilet, DONT LAUGH and assume its someone you know no matter how comfortable you are with them!! HAHAHA!!

Im in school, waiting for 2pm to accompany Nisa to Ikea with the others. Gona be productive and do some write-up now. Had group meeting earlier, but that lasted for half an hour. Im hungry though. Seriously thinking of going to Minuet and eat, but i dont wana go alone. Everyone's in school.

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Tear drop Wednesday, February 28, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

In school at the moment. Im amazed (and proud at the same time) of how easily i woke up early this morning. 8.30 even! for the 10am class =D I actually feel good today. Sleepy, but good =D

I got my ear lobes pierced a second yesterday. The lady who worked there asked how old i was. When i told her i was 21, she said "Oh thats alright. Sorry, just wanted to make sure you're over 16" hahaha. Do i even look remotely close to 16? Complement taken though. HAHA.

Mummy told me that Aunty Nong and the family are flying 30th June. I cant wait to meet up with them. Familia! =D I cant believe Feb's almost over though. Graduation doesnt seem so far away anymore. Oh gosh.

We, housemates and Bawee, finally sat down for dinner together last nite after so long. Everyone have been busy with their own thing. It was nice. Its been a while. We watched Siah's paintball video. I bet you that people are still talking about paintball. Probably for the next week. Hehe.

Ohh...Please NOTE THAT : Our National Day celebration, Citra Jauhari on the 10th March has been moved earlier to 11AM-4pm instead of 12noon-5pm. BSU wanted it or something. BAH! Come people!

Im bored. 2 hours break. Im gona look around for courses now. Taa

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Tear drop Tuesday, February 27, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Everyone's probably already talking about the Mad Paintball 2k7 that happened last Saturday at Wolverhampton. I was there. I did my part of taking videos, helped Peman with his. I hope he's pretty happy about it. Cos i couldnt go in the battlefield much, the marshalls said they ran out of masks, unless i wana risk getting blinded by the paintballs going at 100ish Km/hr. Hehe. Though i did go in for Welsh Guards A's last match for division 1. Took videos of that, only to know that the cam's batt were gona die. Ahh well..

I was pretty happy that i met up with my poojas, HADI & JIMMY! We arrived early and i didnt realize that the other people there were from Manch til Hadi came up to me and said "Hello cousin". Tarus i hugged him! Hehe. I missed him! I got to meet up a lot of people too! FISH was there! Rindu her juaaaa!! Im glad it wasnt freezing and that there was a fire site. But there was a freaking dog that looked like milo who ran around and made me paranoid of it! Haha.

Oh... i should have mentioned this first. HAHA. CONGRATULATIONS WELSH GUARDS A for their victory and claiming back the CHAMPIONSHIP. Other teams were actually afraid to battle with you guys. HAHA. Also to WELSH GUARDS B & C, good spirit you guys! You all did a pretty good job despite some being first-timers.

PICTURES! (Some i stole from you Nis, copyright infringement! Huhu)



HADI! Kurus ehh!! *huggs*




Housemates pre-departure.






Waiting to go in. Umie testing her indestructible boots in a puddle, perfect for the occasion =P




Me abusing Peman's VideoCam. Interviewing people.


Me with my reporter Bazilah using Umie's blue umbrella. HAHA.






FISH!!! =DD




Doing my job interviewing people.


Housemates. We were trying to be.. ermm.. really not sure =P




Us with Wira.


Hasrul, Wira, Umie, Santy (with food is mouth) and Hadi looking rugged! ;)


My Converse lost its virginity to mud.


Final Ranking. Congrats!


Us Ladies before leaving the place.

Everyone was pretty tired and seriously in need of a toilet. We were queueing up for the toilet in the Bus, the toilet at the site being too icky. I used it once, early in the morning saja. And pretty much tahan kan kamih the rest of the day. The whole journey was fun. I hope everyone's doing alright with all the bruises on their body i bet! I had a seriously awesome sleep last night. It lasted almost 12hours. Hahaha. Lazy, tired bum! Then i got worried about work. So here i am.

I hope to meet Hadi again soon. Come down to Cardiff will you! But we'll probably meet up when my aunt comes late March. Cant wait. For now, project.. project .. projectssss... gahh! I asked Hadi n Yasir, both doing the same course as me. They have ONE project saja! They did have a group project.. but that was over with last semester. Meaning they can concentrate on their individual project! And theirs is due pretty late, they havent even done their progress presentation. BLAHH!

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Tear drop Sunday, February 25, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I feel sick. No fever or anything. Just that the moment i woke up, i already felt tired and weak. And this was around noon! (class was at 2pm) My back hurts. My neck feels stiff. My eyes feel so heavy, still is. I would be sleeping if it wasnt for my constant worry of the work load. Ahh.. i cant wait for easter. Lesser weight on my shoulder.

Apparently Glamorgan and UWIC are on reading week. Now how come i never have any of that?! But i guess we cant actually afford to lose a week around this time. Even the lecturers get worried if they have to cancel lectures .. which in my case is quite a few lately.. Meaning longer lectures! weeee =D LOL

You know.. It would be nice for me to be passionate about what i do. Its just hard when.. yes im finally admitting that.. i am struggling. But that's the challenge there.. right? Dont get me wrong though, i love what i do. Before i knew better, i aimed at getting a first class degree and i actually believed that i could. Now im thinking... who am i kidding? Yup, hopes went down the drain. Something happened over the years im here.. and i, myself, dont know what. Probably to the fact that i work so hard for exams, but i end up getting shitty results. I seriously would like to know what happened there.

The worst feeling would be being disappointed at yourself. I had that a lot. But that's all long gone. (i hope!) Im now standing on my own two feet.. feeling confident (a bit! haha). All i have to do is give it my all this last semester of being an undergraduate. Then hopefully, i'll be passionately talking about this to everyone back home =D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY BRUNEI! 23/02. Speaking of which, Cardiff is holding its annual national day celebration on the 10th of March 2007, Citra Jauhari.. that's around another 2 weeks. Come one, come all! =D Tickets are 8pounds, inclusive of food! Spread the word lovelies. Umie posted the poster in her blog. Go check!

Paintball this Saturday. Umie finally made up her mind to come with! Yayyy! Lets hog the cameras babies. Nisa got her tripod! Camera whore! hahaha =P

Alright. This ends here tonight. I think i need some real rest. Noite! ♥

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Tear drop Friday, February 23, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Oh my goshh... I think i've strained my eyes from staring at the pc screen too much in a day. All for good cause i say to myself (of course there will be times when i'd be wandering off watching tv series or surfing or chatting =P) I think i've read over a gazillion articles on the internet for my project, but when it comes to writing it out, i get annoyingly lost for words! Either that or im just being a perfectionist. I'd redo a paragraph so many times only until it sounds perfect to me. Im trying to minimise the copy-paste part. But yes... its such a waste of time and energy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS BELLE!! 20/02. Mwah! Hope you had a great one =)

and..

HAPPY im-not-counting-how-long-we've-been-together-cos-all-that-matters-is-we're-together ANNIVERSARY to my Chubbs! 205 ♥ Hehe. Mwah! I LOVE YOU! ♥ (Its not so often that you see me being publicly affectionate, so.. enjoy =P)

Im gona whip up something for dinner now. Laters~

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Tear drop Tuesday, February 20, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Despite the fact that it has been gloomy the whole day... I Liked today =) I've had lovely company since yesterday. ♥

Yesterday, after going over to Colum to dgnkan Faye who was accompanying Farid with his paintball stuffs.. We went on to watch 'Music & Lyrics' (again!) But i didnt mind.. still a good movie for me =) Then we stopped by Faye's hall to get some stuffs, then they all came by my place to hang out. Pig out more like it =P The night was filled with fries, brownies, apple struddel with ice cream and LASAGNE! =D Fatties much?? hahaha.. NISA! WHERE WERE YOU AHH AHH?! =P

Faye, Farid and Baz left around 1am. Umie stayed behind and sleptover. We didnt realize that we spent almost 3 hours browsing through youtube for video clips and drooled over HOT band members *SIGH* HAHA.

I didnt really sleep well. I kind of had a panic attack before i slept. Been really worried lately about school in general. Peman came over just now after Umie left. Peman and I had a nice chat, laying out our concerns on the table. How both of us are getting more and more worried about the workload. Just 5 more weeks til we have to hand in our projects. GAHH!

Nonetheless... Life is still good =)

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Tear drop Monday, February 19, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I am happy. Alhamdullilah.

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Tear drop Sunday, February 18, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Chuck Palahnuik's Invisible Monsters came thru the mail yesterday! Reading that at the moment =D

Money's kind of tight. I cant remember where it all went. Actually, i do. Food Food n more Food. Then, Im going to wherever-the-paintball-tourney is next weekend, which I assume is 10pounds at least. Thank God i decided not to play though. I'll just be a selfproclaimed cameraperson alongside Nisa. That and the chance to meet up my cousins and friends =D

Them babies are going to the Malaysian's FOD tonight. I didnt feel like going. Im just gona spend my day doing EVERYthing productive.. hopefully =) We'll meet tomorrow k babies. Hee! MWAH! Ohh.. and i dont have class on Monday. Life's good. Hehe.

I had a very interesting conversation with Chubbs last nite. Pretty deep and emotional. But he made me realize more of life's purpose and why we do what we do. He'll be coming over for the National Day celebration in March.

Oh gosh! I have apple struddel in the oven. I better go before it burns. Heee! ♥

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Tear drop Saturday, February 17, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

You know how you've known someone your whole life and have always regarded them as your BABY brother/sister all this time. But as you grow older... apparently so do they HAHA. I think it kinda just hit me that my sisters are all grown up.. going through what i went through during those ages. Over the almost-3-years i've been hear... i just hear stories from them as they build up their individual character as they enter adulthood. I must say.. im one proud sister of who they've grown up to be (Amazed too! hehe). I miss the childhood. Wow... time really do fly by so fast.

I remember going back for summer after first year.. and what? That was only 9months i missed. But somehow, a lot changed. I guess if you're always around them, you dont realize the change as much as when you've been away. I miss home. I miss being there for the inside jokes, dinners, birthdays, special occasions, weddings and just being there.

Family, I Love You! And I miss you! ♥

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Tear drop Friday, February 16, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I just woke up to find that my class have been cancelled. I would go back to sleep, but i think i've had enough rest, filled with really messed up dreams. Not exactly refreshing. *sigh*

My rose is blooming :)

Im gona head for the shower. Then hopefully do some work. I'll probably end up cleaning the room or the kitchen. HAHA.

Til then.... CIAOOOOOOOOO~ LOL!

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Tear drop Thursday, February 15, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Im happy. I thought i might feel down today, but i Loved the company today and the sun was out :) ♥

Had group meeting today at noon. Rob finally took the leadership role and gave each of us tasks to do. I really didnt mind. Finished around almost 2. Then met Baz at the bank... went to Minuet with Ka Ayu there. Then Umie and her cuz Dayat joined us. Shout out to Dayat for lunch.. Thank You! :)

Then we wanted to catch a movie, but nothing good was playing. We decided to just walk around, buy bananas and cherries, millie's cookies and become fatties. HAHA! We caught the 8.45pm show though.. watched 'Because I said so'... the guy in the movie was so charming. The guy who she ended up with that is...

On the way home.. we stopped by Faye's place. Was my first time there. It was nice. Walking the rest of the way home was tiring. A lot of running away from Farid because of his STUPID game! HAHAHA. Oh.. and i just found out im psychic! LOL! :D FARID!!! THIS IS WARRR!! U ASKED FOR IT!! FAYE.. I LOVE YOU FOR THE ROSES! Oh.. yeah... Faye gave us a rose! :D Freddie gave a wooden rose to us too :D

Okay.. im gona spread my happiness to whoever i'll be chatting with. MWAH! ♥ ♥

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Tear drop Thursday, February 15, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

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Tear drop Tuesday, February 13, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Aimi was telling me that Papah brought them out for dinner Saturday night at Sheraton. I miss that. I miss doing things with my family. Its funny how we miss all these little things when you're away, but when we've had it all our whole life... we've never really appreciated it as much.

Oh! And i just knew that my cousin got engaged! Congratulations.

One class tomorrow. 12-1pm Solid Mechanics. Gona stay in school to do more work though. I aim to get a lot done tomorrow =D Oh, i asked Rossi when results will be out. She said not before fourth week. Im not really looking forward =S I worked hard for it, i hope for no disappointments. I really cant take another disappointment right now.

I havent been eating well... at all... that i think my tummy's getting used to it. I havent eaten a proper meal all day, and i dont hear an upset tummy. No, i am NOT on a diet. Please ah. I do not believe in diets. I've just becomed lazy, that its not healthy anymore. I promise to eat more. Effective tomorrow. At least a proper dinner. Not just bananas and a lot of munchies. Haha! Tsk tsk tsk. How sad. I miss home. Hehe.

For now, i shall wash up and sleep. I hope for nice, warm weather tomorrow =D

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Tear drop Monday, February 12, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Its 4.37am. And i just got back from Umie's place. I dont know why, but the walking back home seems to grow on me. Listening to my ipod, walking along empty streets, just taxis roaming around. Its nice. (Loser! haha!)







My day started late though. I was awake around midday, but stayed in bed for another couple of hours til i really had to pee. So i decided to take my shower tarus. Then Umie texted that they were gona watch 'Music and Lyrics' at 4pm... and of course, i joined. Drew Barrymore is cute. Hugh Grant actually performed the music himself.. that was cool. And that dance moves! POP! goes my heart~ HAHAHA!




Then, we ate at Bali. Huge thanks to Umie's cuz, Ka Seri =D Abg Boboy was there as well. He brought us to tengok his new born daughter... CUTE! Meet 'Aaesyah Fatiyyah ... (something like that)...



Me, Umie and Ina ♥



Then finally, back to Umie's place. We watched 'The Used' and 'Drive Thru's dvds. The life of a band... ahhh... And The Used. PLEASE! 4 words! BERT, QUINN, JEPH, BRANDEN! =D I'll just stop there. Lets just say i have a thing with band members performing with all they got.. especially the guitarists. Now, that's HOT! =DD Ohh, Robert De Nira and Al Pacino in the 70s (?) ... ♥ ♥

Hmmm.... I guess ...... hmmmm..... i guess HAHAHAHA

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Tear drop Sunday, February 11, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Im actually too tired and not bothered to blog. Just some stuffs i wana mention:

- School sucked today. ALL classes cancelled .. "due to the weather" pfft!

- Hugh Dancy from "Blood and Chocolate" is hot. So is Olivier Martinez. Hee! =D

- I hate Valentines Day with passion.

- Snow is only pretty when its white.

- I miss home.. badly! *sniff*

- I hope to sleep like a baby tonight. Nothing to worry about.

With that.... GOOD NIGHT! ♥

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Tear drop Saturday, February 10, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

THIS SUCKS. I've been in school since 11am, and i havent had any lectures. It has all been cancelled. I could go home.. but its snowing.. cant be bothered. Besides, in about an hour.. i've to meet my supervisor. *sighhhh* I could have slept til now if i knew any better. But i guess its ok. Met up with my group earlier. That was nice.

Texted both my parents. Both havent replied. Gah! Papah's probably playing badminton. Mummy?? Where are youuuu??

Its snowing again. Its pretty. But its cold. AND WET! Converses are seriously not fit for winter. Actually, i dont think any of my shoes are. HAHA.

Ohh.. and to Shisha lovers. Did you know that its actually quite bad? Read THIS! I read somewhere that smoking shisha is equivalent to smoking 18 cigarettes. Sorry to spoil the news. Just thought you might want to know. I remember reading about this in Borneo Bulletin 2 years ago i think. But bet you.. people chose to ignore it. Well.. it's up to you to believe or not right. It's always about choices.

((Chatting with papah.. weee! And mummy replied my text))

Outtie! =P

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Tear drop Friday, February 09, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Yup, im still up. Its scaring me that im getting used to staying up late. Like right now, i have to wake up in 5 hours! or less! Tsk tsk tsk. I am not in any state of being sleep deprived. I need my sleep. I need my rest!

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Tear drop Friday, February 09, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

This would be the best view i would probably want for my backyard. Having to watch the sun set everyday. That would be nice. *sigh* This was taken at Empire using my phone :)

Its snowing as we speak. (Okay.. more like raining ice haha) Hee! They say its gona snow around 8am later. Uber gnar gnar =D Im just staring outside. Its pretty. Hehe.

Ohh .. its past midnight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS MUNIRA!! Snow was kinda the perfect gift wasnt it? Hehe =D

I slept a lot today. Now im not sleepy, tho my head is spinning. Its a good thing my class is at 2pm tomorrow.

Aimi and I were talking the other day about wanting to go away. Somewhere noone knows us, somewhere we can start over. *sigh* That would be really nice. I wish i had a getaway place. Somewhere i can find peace. I just feel like going away.

I cant wait for my family to come this July. Not that im having high hopes for ALL of them to come. Dudududu~ Hehe. I cant wait to show them around. Papah and Aimi have been here though. That was nice =)

Okay. Im gona go and just stare outside my window. Haha. Loser much? =P

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Tear drop Thursday, February 08, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

IT'S FAYE'S BIRTHDAY!!! WEEEEEE~~ Welcome to the club you no-longer-a-teenager baby! =D

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Tear drop Wednesday, February 07, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Presentation DONE! =D But it was pretty destructive from the very beginning. First, there were people in the room where we were suppose to do it. Then noone from the other group showed up. Just us - Ross, Robert and I; who were under Rossi's supervision. Then, there was no projector! We were just cracking up on how everything was spoilt. Then, FINALLY.. they found an unoccupied room! And i was first... gahhh! It was alright i guess. Just the drilling of questions from Prickett went a bit crazy. Cos i just bullshitted my way thru the questions. Huhu =D

Im glad it wasnt postponed. Almost! But i just wanted to get it over and done with. Alhamdullilah. Next - reportssss!

Umie's back from Manch, cousin Ina tagged along. Met them last night at Colum, along with Baz and Nisa. Gosh! I missed these people. We just hung out, the usual.. LOUD! Haha! *huggiess* I think we all went back around midnight. But i was up til 4 i think! Couldnt sleep. GAH!

And yes... like umie said... Im a tv-series junkie. Been catching up on my tv series - Greys Anatomy ♥ , HEROES! Miloooo~ *sigh* haha ♥ , Prison Break - Wentworth Miller hee! ♥ and ONE TREE HILL ♥ ♥ ... As if unlimited movies arent enough ey? Tsk tsk tsk. Nisa said "Its not like we dont have a life. Its just our life revolves around these tv series" or something like that.. HAHAHA!

I havent been eating well. Its not healthy. But im too lazy =P

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Tear drop Monday, February 05, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

I've been home the whole day, had work to do. And there's always the chatting in between rite. Surprisingly... today was filled with interesting conversations. Had a group chat with Umie, Nisa, Faye and Baz.. hehe.. i actually miss them aLL. I feel like i havent seen them in a while. I think we're all ('cept Baz) going to 'Give it A Name' in April =D Remember girls, live on indo mee from now on! HAHA!

Then i had a really open and interesting talk with Hadi, who i hope to meet up soon! We havent had that kinda talk for a while. Wow. I missed it. Pretty much about life, relationships, time and making a manual called "Inside girls' brain for dummies" LOL! Miss you had! ♥

Of course.. there was the daily convos with Hakeem and Aimi. But it was somehow more interesting today. I think its just today. Or its just me =P

You know how our life has pretty much been planned. Study. Graduate. Work. Marriage. I wish it was more spontaneous though. As i look for places to continue my studies.. I cant help but feel a bit relunctant. Not that i dont want to continue. Believe me, anything to avoid working life still! =P

Its just... part of me wants to have a year off. Either travel or work random jobs.. find what i really wana do you know. This is after all MY career.. what im gona do for the rest of my life... or at least til i retire. And i dont want to have the feeling of DRAGGING myself to work. I wana enjoy it. Cos frankly speaking.. i still dont know what im gonna do =S

But i think that's out of the picture really.

I should get myself used to sleeping earlier. *sigh* Off to bed now. Noite! ♥

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Tear drop Sunday, February 04, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

Ok.. its one thing that i forget most of my dreams... But not remembering that i actually read people's texts or pulled out the usb of my pc's mouse while sleeping... that's a whole other thing. I never thought i could actually "sleepwalk" ... or whatever you call it. HAHA. Ok.. i'm probably just going nuts. But i seriously didnt remember reading that one text... until i went through my inbox. Haha. Weird. Freaky. Whatever you wanna call it.

Dayat got me a whole make-up set. I Loike~ Thanks daleng =D

School was pretty tiring today. I had one hour breaks in between classes thru out the whole day, that was the most tiring part.. waiting. Weekend's here. Much work to do though. Still waiting for a reply from my supervisor. Umie will be back this Sunday, insyAllah. Cant wait to see you dude. Mwah.

I havent been having much sleep lately. My eyes feel so heavy. I....... need.... proper... sleep.... hehe. Im gona try and get that now. Noite!

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Tear drop Saturday, February 03, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli

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Tear drop Thursday, February 01, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli