I know for a fact that .. 
Everything Happens For a Reason 

What would you say if i asked u not to go?
 To forget everyone, forget everything, 
.. and start over with me

Friday, February 23, 2007
Portions of the past are allowed to be forgotten.

I feel sick. No fever or anything. Just that the moment i woke up, i already felt tired and weak. And this was around noon! (class was at 2pm) My back hurts. My neck feels stiff. My eyes feel so heavy, still is. I would be sleeping if it wasnt for my constant worry of the work load. Ahh.. i cant wait for easter. Lesser weight on my shoulder.

Apparently Glamorgan and UWIC are on reading week. Now how come i never have any of that?! But i guess we cant actually afford to lose a week around this time. Even the lecturers get worried if they have to cancel lectures .. which in my case is quite a few lately.. Meaning longer lectures! weeee =D LOL

You know.. It would be nice for me to be passionate about what i do. Its just hard when.. yes im finally admitting that.. i am struggling. But that's the challenge there.. right? Dont get me wrong though, i love what i do. Before i knew better, i aimed at getting a first class degree and i actually believed that i could. Now im thinking... who am i kidding? Yup, hopes went down the drain. Something happened over the years im here.. and i, myself, dont know what. Probably to the fact that i work so hard for exams, but i end up getting shitty results. I seriously would like to know what happened there.

The worst feeling would be being disappointed at yourself. I had that a lot. But that's all long gone. (i hope!) Im now standing on my own two feet.. feeling confident (a bit! haha). All i have to do is give it my all this last semester of being an undergraduate. Then hopefully, i'll be passionately talking about this to everyone back home =D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY BRUNEI! 23/02. Speaking of which, Cardiff is holding its annual national day celebration on the 10th of March 2007, Citra Jauhari.. that's around another 2 weeks. Come one, come all! =D Tickets are 8pounds, inclusive of food! Spread the word lovelies. Umie posted the poster in her blog. Go check!

Paintball this Saturday. Umie finally made up her mind to come with! Yayyy! Lets hog the cameras babies. Nisa got her tripod! Camera whore! hahaha =P

Alright. This ends here tonight. I think i need some real rest. Noite! ♥

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Tear drop Friday, February 23, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli