When you're 16-hours away from home, the last thing you probably want to hear is the loss of a family member. Unfortunately, at 2am this morning, i was shocked to hear that my grandmother (My Mom's mother) had passed away. And i dont handle losses very well. I wasnt even aware that she was admitted at RIPAS for asthma. Last i heard was earlier this week she was released from there because of gaut (sp?).

You never know what's gona happen. You should never take for granted that you'll be seeing them again after being away. I've to be honest, it sucks to be here right now and not be there for my family, especially my mom. I can only imagine what she's going through. All i can do from this side of the world is to send my prayers and be strong.

I miss her already :'(

Had some people over for tahlil tonight. Thanks to all who came and who has been there for me (Thank you Chubbs! ♥ ). Specially to my housemates, Bawee, Halim and Wana for helping. *hugs*

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Tear drop Tuesday, April 24, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli