To be away from home and blood, it sure makes it harder. Some said that this eye twitching i've been having lately is partly caused by how emotionally stressed i am. Frankly speaking, i have been emotionally confused. I know that i am weak and emotionally unstable, but i tell myself to be strong .. that i cant afford to be weak right now, especially since finals is just around the corner. And because i tell myself this, i havent actually have the time to mourn properly. Time hasnt exactly allowed me to mourn/grieve anyways. What with projects and exams in the way. I guess its better this way. Because mentally, i feel defeated at signs of weaknesses. And when i feel defeated, i am hopeless.
"Twitching of the eyelids will usually stop on its own in a short time and will improve with rest or reduced stress."Heh! I suppose they're right. I HAVE been lacking proper sleep/rest and been under a lot of stress this whole term. Oh well, only for another month or so. Then i've the rest of my summer to cure it =D
Okay, back to revising. I actually miss going to lectures. I've the most free time this semester. Its nice, but its making me more of a bum.
I've a sorethroat, and that's never good during exam period. But i always get it during revision period anyways. Im not surprised really.
I cant wait to be back home <3
Tear drop Wednesday, May 09, 2007 of Normalini a.k.a Santy Rosli