When you hear and say "it could happen to anyone".. you didn't actually think it could happen to you or anyone around you, until it happens.

Inallilah. Condolences to Aunty Joyce, Uncle Alias and Jay.

AL-FATIHAH.

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It's such a shame to not have known this Puja very well. Though, i am grateful to have met him last July when Wes and Aunty Joyce came to Manchester to visit. Everyone's shocked as you would imagine. But be strong my Pujas. *hugs*

Well.... HELLO!!

This last week has been H-E-C-T-I-C!! It's crazy. Not how I want my last week of holiday in Brunei to be. I was here and there settling everything *sigh*. (HSM2 is playing on Disney channel at the moment. 3rd time watching it now. Huhu)

Anyhoo, im in Manchester right now. Just got back from Bradford with Aunty Nong, Aimi and Zafri. Aunty rented a car throughout the weekend, to settle Aimi's stuffs. Her place is only about 45mins away. Lucky Aimi! I'm going back to Cardiff this Sunday to my new place at Miskin Street, staying there with Umie, Baz and FaeRid.

Sungkai in about 15mins (not that im fasting. Haha.) Bah... laturrrrrrr

First of all,

SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYONE!!

Wow, the feeling is surreal. This is the first time in 3 years that i get to spend Ramadhan at home with my family. Sahur will probably be in about 3hours or so. This is awesome. (Knowing Raya is just around the corner and i won't get to spend it.... sucks bigtiime tho) But hey, beggars can't be choosers! Definitely going to have a big Sungkai feast tomorrow at Lambak.

Oh man, i have been an emotional wreck these past few days. Tears come crawling down unexpectedly.. especially when Farah, Aimi and I are together. Just this evening in Lambak, Aimi was just kidding around about how we wouldnt be able to just say "Hey Far, wana meet up now?" .. Then before we knew it, we were pouring... but laughing at the same time. Haha. We made our Aunts cry as well. Gosh. Emotional suckers!! Balum lagi belayar!

I might be flying off either this 19th or 20th (pushing for the former though). Got called by Cikgu Azizah today and ALHAMDULLILAH i get to continue my masters. By the time i reached the scholarship department... man! was it packed! I had to go there a second time that late afternoon cos she forgot to pass me the contract form. And still it was packed! In between that, i was trying so hard to get my medical check up over and done with, but shucks.. with no luck. I managed to push my Visa though =D To those who got it as well, CONGRATULATIONS!!

I best be off to bed now. Going to the kubur2 tomorrow. *cancels from to do list* =D Good night everybody. Hope you have a great first day of Puasa. I'll be seeing you at the tamu. Hehe!

I'm going through a phase where i want to blog but always have nothing to say. But my mind's working like a clock, somewhere else.

I've been around and about, just killing time. My gym's membership expired, havent been going towards the end. I was busy settling other things. It's kind of annoying that you know your course will start in less than 3 weeks but you're still not sure whether you're going or not. It sucks cos im holding off everything. Thinking twice about doing my medical check up and visa. But here i am, listing down of what to buy and what to do. Cikgu Azizah told me that results might be out next week, sometime this month hopefully! I sure hope so!

Azam is leaving for KL next week. Gona miss him. Ohh man... so many of us are going away that Lambak feels so empty. Just thinking about it is making me emotional. Babu will be away during raya.. and for the first time, Lambak will be pretty empty during Raya. I can't believe it. It has always been our tradition to be all festive together at Lambak for the first 3 days. This saddens me. *sigh*

Im using Farah's laptop and i think she's suffering from my slow laptop. Im gona switch now. Hehe.

Have an awesome weekend everyone :)

Today i had a vision. For the first time in a long time, i feel like i can go somewhere in this life and actually do something great in the future. It'll take forever, but i'm up for the challenge.

No, i dont think i should tell. I believe in jinxes (sp?). HEHE.

There has been so much going on. But i'm pretty beat. Probably next time then?

Ohh, and i've just realized that Ramadhan is only 10days away, insyAllah. Im really excited that i get to spend this event with the Family again after 3 years of missing out on it. Even if it's only a few days of the whole Fasting month =D

I finally received my offer letter from Cardiff University. Man! Did that take ages?! But it was awesome for them to email me a scanned copy through mail. It was much appreciated =)

I have a tummy ache. Nyeh. Going to bed now. Good Night.

Have a nice day tomorrow everybody.